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4:30, Monday morning. I've been up since about...
deb727 Sep 08, 2008
Journal Entry for September 8, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
4:30, Monday morning. I've been up since about 3:30, but I went to sleep early so I feel ok. This weekend was a good one, I got to dog sit my old dog, and that was fun. I was glad to see her go home last night though, and Norman looked at me like "Please don't ever do that again!", and I promised him I wouldn't. Poor Norman hid behind the sofa all weekend, and I won't tr...
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REALY FEELING LIKE IVE TURNED A BEND IN THE ROAD, ...
electric2 Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
REALY FEELING LIKE IVE TURNED A BEND IN THE ROAD, LOVING LIFE AND NO MAN IS INVOLVED IN THIS LOVE IT IS GODS LOVE SHOWERING ME. THE SERMON IN CHURCH THIS MORNING WAS ON IDOLDS(PUTTING SOME ONE OR SOMETHING BEFORE GOD) IVE DONE THIS ALL MY LIFE WITH SON AND SIGNIFICANTS OTHEERS. DO NOT HAVE ANY IDEA HOW TO LOVE SON (WE LIVE TOGETHER NOW) AND NOT SIN AND INTERACT PROPERTY. HE HAS BEEN ILL AND...1 Recommendation -
Hi all I am doing better much better. I haven...
bipolarfo... Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
Hi all
I am doing better much better. I havent had the horrible thoughts about my brother. Back on track with meds and routine with son in school. Been having trouble waking up though. i dont know i shop to feel better but it is not working. I am trying so hard to get my web site up and running it is taking longer than I wanted it to. i am praying to have it at X-mas time but dont know yet. hubby ...1 Recommendation -
Marcias killed me. But I'm stronge...
ManOrMonster Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
Marcias killed me.
But I'm stronger than the ground
she buries me with. And I'll make it.
I'll make it to Wednesday and
I'll make it to the day that I'm due.
So let this darkness be gone! And let the light
Come to free me from my chains.
Let my little wrists heal and my heart love once more.
So I'll be there on the Wednesdays,...1 Recommendation -
Well i feel betta after the 2 gym classes i went t...
Soph827 Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
Well i feel betta after the 2 gym classes i went to batts and balls and body jam! I'm not very good at body jam haha but getting betta maybe! My msn and hotmail still is not working its really pissing me off cos i cant see whose done new entries grrrr!
2mro im working 9-5pm and then i'll go to body step and body max i want to get up and go 4 a walk with mum in the morning but i can never g...1 Recommendation -
Another beautiful little girl left her mumma today...
taytoe Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Another beautiful little girl left her mumma today
To join her big sister in that beautiful secret place
Where only the special lost fairies go.
She took a piece of his mumma's heart,
And she placed it in the sky.
So that when she misses her
She can look up high, to that beautiful secret place,
She'll see the brightness of her little ones
Shinning down for the world to see.
And she will soo... -
Hi to you all out there, I have been lucky I have ...
barbs54 Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
Hi to you all out there, I have been lucky I have found a friend in the UK on this site who has been a real help. Today I am still sober and want to keep going one day at a time - got through my first weekend. I know I have tried to stay sober before and failed but I just feel differently this time, has this happened to you? So all in all things are getting better for me if not ...1 Recommendation -
I Wish I wish...that when someone breaks your...
mwolf Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
I Wish
I wish...that when someone breaks your
heart, that they could hear it shattering
into a million pieces.
I wish...that the people you love, could
feel it's warmth just by you holding them
in your thoughts.
I wish...that cruelty injured the one doling
it out, ten times more than than on whom
it was inflicted.
I wish...that kindness and love, were
rewarded in a most deserving and
wonderful w...1 Recommendation -
Stll going strong. Had some stuff pop up today to ...
joanespring Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Stll going strong. Had some stuff pop up today to deal with, including my computer completely crashing, so this is late and I'm tired.
My meditation:
1. What am I feeling? Frustrated
2. What hurts? My head
3. What painful story am I telling myself? That I am not getting as much accomplished as I should.
4. Is my painful story working? No.
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Hi All Over the past few weeks things are tak...
Eeyore7 Sep 08, 2008
Journal Entry for September 8, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
Hi All
Over the past few weeks things are taking it's toll on me.
I find myself getting upset really quickly over silly little things. I have spoken to the health visitor about how I feel and she is has given me some councelling info. She told me that things from the past may reserface which is why i feel low and suggested that I think about going back to the doctors.
I had to take Chloe to hosp...1 Recommendation -
I thought that now that I have stopped cutting tha...
BabyDollG... Sep 08, 2008
Sick of living in constant fear...
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
I thought that now that I have stopped cutting that things would get better and besides the scars on my arm I could forget about that time in my life, wasn't I wrong now I have started getting harrassing messages on myspace from my Fiances Ex. Me and my Fiance have pictures of me, him and his kids on myspace and she sent me an email saying "You have 2 days to get rid of those pictures of...1 Recommendation -
life is so dull,still on ten mills is it even wort...
buttonfluff3 Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
life is so dull,still on ten mills is it even worth taking???? got bad guts every morn-nice just what ive always longed for haha....im soo bored .....feeling ok ,got beta blockers for my now uncontrollable adrenaline that of corse ive never had the pleasure to feel before but wont take them ,doc thinks im just trying to get valium so stopped going to him ....stick ya vallies up ya backside .........
Journal Entry for September 8, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
4:30, Monday morning. I've been up since about 3:30, but I went to sleep early so I feel ok. This weekend was a good one, I got to dog sit my old dog, and that was fun. I was glad to see her go home last night though, and Norman looked at me like "Please don't ever do that again!", and I promised him I wouldn't. Poor Norman hid behind the sofa all weekend, and I won't tr...1 Recommendation -
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You all have been so wonderful to keep me and mom and yes even Jessica in your prayers. I am reaching a breaking point here. I have tried many different organizations seeking some help and no one is even bothering to respond, not even the church. I am so exhausted and in so much pain and I need help so badly. I am on the verge of a breakdown here. I am in horrible pain and mom is real...1 Recommendation
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More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
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when you look around at everything happening in ds, there is so much love. we have some people crying out in despair, we have others who answer the call for help. we have others letting us know that someone else needs a prayer. then you have someone else who needs prayers themselves. then we have a kind soul watch out for a friend in mourning and another offering a shoulder to cry on.
w...2 Recommendations22 Comments
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i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, ab...
dyingtolive May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, about those days before and after the funeral. the alumni association at my school was holding a poetry contest, so i entered it and won third place. i posted it here, so you can read:
Pick Six
In soft upholstered seats, we sat—
five lucky, wet-eyed front-row patrons—
and lifted our feet as your roots snuck and crawled under them
(and those o...5 Recommendations12 Comments -
TODAY I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING TRULY INSPIRATIO...
EhaEha Sep 18, 2007
Journal Entry for September 18, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
TODAY I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING TRULY INSPIRATIONAL
I awoke this morning to the sun dabbling
across my collection of ceramic orphans.
The smell of new-mown flowers filled my olfactories, and
I was reminded of a poem about a basket of kittens.
If only I could share the joy to what it is like to awaken
knowing that another day stands before me.
Another day of inspiring all that are lucky enough to be o...41 Recommendations30 Comments -
In blessed and convivial moments, like...
xXforever... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
MY DAUGHTER POEM...
itsmylife May 28, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
MY DAUGHTER POEM
in the cluttered chaos
of a busy city
kissed by God
i conceived
all by myself
unlike
the Virgin Mary
a little poem
named maia
girl-child maia
momma's baby madonna
blue eyed girl
with untamed hair
untempered spirit
in her bones
inside her eyes
willful child
that a mother
is afraid for
but proud of
i nursed her
greedy guppy mouth
she
starving to get going
on this road
called lif...4 Recommendations23 Comments -
I Wish I wish...that when someone breaks your...
mwolf Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
I Wish
I wish...that when someone breaks your
heart, that they could hear it shattering
into a million pieces.
I wish...that the people you love, could
feel it's warmth just by you holding them
in your thoughts.
I wish...that cruelty injured the one doling
it out, ten times more than than on whom
it was inflicted.
I wish...that kindness and love, were
rewarded in a most deserving and
wonderful w...1 Recommendation -
Please don't judge me only for who...
heybev13 Jun 01, 2008
To Know Me is to Love Me! ....
Sunday, June 1, 2008 |
Please don't judge me only for who I am now.
A person who is sick and doesn't do much.
Please know that I did have a life once.
That I did love living life and had many goals and dreams.
Just like you.
Please know that I used to be very active.
I used to love to go in-line skating.
That I used to LOVE to dance
and did it as often as I could!
I even took lessons...line dancing, swing danci...4 Recommendations16 Comments -
Why is love so hard to bear,When it hurts so much ...
illaya Sep 04, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008 |
Why is love so hard to bear,
When it hurts so much that you care,
When they hurt you so bad that you wanna die,
and yet somedays you feel as if you could fly,
Right up to the sky safe in their arms,
How easily you succum to their charms,
Why does something so good have to hurt,
Sometimes it feels like they're only after whats under your skirt.
Why does love have to hurt?
When you're happy everythi...1 Recommendation16 Comments -
LOVE TALKING TO PEOPL HERE AT DS. NOT ...
kjl1951 Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 |
LOVE TALKING TO PEOPL HERE AT DS. NOT OUT THERE IN THE " REAL WORLD". HERE I FEEL SAFE NOT OUT THERE, I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR A MASK. HERE I CAN BE ME. I SELDOM GO OUT AND WHEN I DO I CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK I SUPPOSE TO AN EXTENT IT IS SELF IMPOSED LONELINESS. BUT I AM BETTER. OF., I HAVE HAD TOO MUCH PAIN AND REJECT...1 Recommendation17 Comments -
Roses are redViolets are blueI'm schizophrenic...
ILikeToBe... Jun 19, 2008
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm schizophrenic
And so are dipsodan and crankyoldman4 Recommendations14 Comments -
You make me happyWhen I talk to you.Making me smil...
CloudStrife Jul 30, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 |
You make me happy
When I talk to you.
Making me smile brightly
Is something that you do.
If you'll be there for me
I'll be there for you.
And someday you will see
That maybe, just maybe
We were meant to be.
Your obvious reasons stop me
From really being with you.
Your glad you met me
And I'm glad I met you too.
Friends we will be
For many more years to come
Through days, weeks, months an...1 Recommendation15 Comments -
I made this video and put it on youtube. I j...
CherieS Sep 04, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008 |
I made this video and put it on youtube. I just want everyone to know what happened, and make sure people ask for help. Have a safety plan in place before you get desperate. A safety plan has many layers. From ways to calm yourself, to friends to call, crises line numbers, hospitals, mobile crises intervention. Giving all your means to someone you trust. Withou...1 Recommendation13 Comments
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, about those days before and after the funeral. the alumni association at my school was holding a poetry contest, so i entered it and won third place. i posted it here, so you can read:
Pick Six
In soft upholstered seats, we sat—
five lucky, wet-eyed front-row patrons—
and lifted our feet as your roots snuck and crawled under them
(and those o...5 Recommendations12 Comments -
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