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April 10, 2008 8:01pm
Since I haven't done this in a while (and am actually starting to get complaints...) I'm dropping a line. Or several. Those who …
Mahadra’s Profile
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Mahadra
is feeling Good
About Me
I am a lot happier now; I have had a revolution, a brilliant epiphany! I am living life for myself now, on my own terms. If no one else in this world can realize my accomplishments, that's just fine. If no one else can understand I'm human and I make mistakes like anyone else...they don't have to. Because I'm okay, just like this. My happiness must come from within, because anything else can break a person.
Interests
I love my wife. I live for music...if you want to know my favorite music, just ask and I will probably go on for hours! I love to read, because it's a great form of escape (this world can be pretty harsh). I love being with my friends, the true ones who come equipped with unconditional love and a sense of humor! My biggest interest by far is getting better, getting "back to good" some might say. And I know how!!!
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Scared to death.
March 12, 2008 3:51pm
Wow, I am panicking right now. Why the hell does everything have to be so up and down? Sometimes I feel great, other times, it's this …
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Journal Entry for February 14, 2008
February 14, 2008 3:01pm
Just a quick warning, I'm going to be quiet for a bit, I don't have internet at my house right now, but I'll try and stay in touch from …
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Journal Entry for February 7, 2008
February 7, 2008 11:41pm
I'm a little lost today. Early Wednesday morning my grandma passed away, and she was someone special in my life. I guess this is the …
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Journal Entry for January 30, 2008
January 30, 2008 5:53pm
Entropy. That's what my life boils down to, I think. Learning to be happy and free is no small task, but I think I'm finally …
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I'm so happy to see that you are feeling good, I hope it lasts a very very long time :)
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Happy weekend HUGS!
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Mom where the hell are you? Jesuse fucking christ! We just found each other and you decide to fall off the face of the earth??? will someone please tell me what the hell is going on? I havent heard from you or Furat or anyone for that matter are you guys alright? jesus mom you've got me totally freaked
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hey long time no talk how's everything going for you?
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Support Groups
Close Prescription Drug Abuse
I've been on the right path for almost half a year now, and even if nobody else in this whole world knows that... I do and I'm damn proud of me!
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- This should always go along with Suboxone, it helps to keep you sober even after you stop the Suboxone. These people are the most genuine, caring folks you'll meet, and they'll make sure you stay on track!
- Suboxone Working / Worked
- It feels just like before I ever touched a painkiller...I feel like myself again! I have energy, and I'm actually happy and not watching the clock for that next dose! No side effects so far!
Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I am 24 years old and in a beautiful relationship with a wonderful woman. We have been friends since childhood, and we were each other's first kiss. We separated for a while to try to fit in "normal" society...I married a boy and she threw herself into school. Finally, I got divorced and three years ago we became more than friends...again. We had our commitment ceremony 10/6/06, and on that anniversary we are going to Canada to be legally married. She is my life, my everything.
Open Coming Out
I declared myself bisexual as soon as I understood sexuality. I couldn't understand how people didn't love the person, only the gender. How limiting! I am in a same-sex relationship with a wonderful woman, and I am still coming out about that to friends I meet up with. It's always a big shock, I don't think anyone ever took me seriously as I was married to a man for three years. Now, they understand that I TRULY love based on the person, not the gender.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have struggled with depression since I could remember; I was the only child I know who cried her eyes out at holiday time, and I've always had a dark cloud, a palpable dread hanging over me. I still have to deal with it every day, but it helps to have my wife there for me. Although I believe I have a true chemical inbalance, much of my depression is situational. It gets more severe when horrible events happen.
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Open Natural Disasters
Type: HurricanesI am a survivor of Hurricane Charley, a Category 4 hurricane which made landfall one block from my Punta Gorda, FL apartment. I nearly everything I owned; my home, my clothing and furniture, my job... I had to move back to Michigan shortly thereafter.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps to write about the experience share with others the valuable lessons Ive learned at the hands of this hurricane.
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