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    About Me

    Raped at the age of 7, and again at 25... trying to get on with my life

    Interests

    Hardcore Bon Jovi fan, art in general, and I probably spend altogether too much time in front of the computer!

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  • Journal

    • Everything

      Mood November 11, 2008 2:52am

      Oh so much has happened since I last wrote. I dated and broke up with Glenn. The relationship was really difficult, I was deseperatly trying to make …

    • Update

      Mood July 23, 2008 5:29pm

      Cory's basically gone silent. I guess it's over. I am not really devistated just.... disappointed?

       

      My grandfather (the one who hurt me) …

    • Cory

      Mood July 5, 2008 3:54pm

      I'm SOO happy! I have a new boyfriend, Cory. He's so sweet and gentile and kind. I care about him so much and he has been fabulous with me …

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    • 6 months along

      Mood June 30, 2008 12:59am

      I haven't cut in 6 whole months!! :) I am proud of myself. Last night I almost did though, but, thanks to my friend Cory and a lot of willpower I …

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  • Goals

    Progress

    50 %

    Goal End Date is Dec 30, 08 28 more days.

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    Length (Pages)
    30

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    Current Weight (Lbs)
    152
  • Support Groups

    • Close Rape

      I was raped by my grandfather (IT or Jim) when I was 7 a guy named Nepfty in October 06 and John June 26th

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      Just not enough right now.
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      I have the greatest friends in the world and a great family. Still, no one really GETS IT
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      My grandfather (IT or Jim) raped me when I was 7, I just told my parents about it... 18 years later.

      Treatments

      Leave Somewhat Helpful
      I walk. I try very hard to get away.
      Music Working / Worked
      I'm a hardcore Bon Jovi fan, when all else fails... Bon Jovi helps
      Talking Not Working
      I talk to my friends and therapist until I am blue in the face.. they just don't understand.
    • Open Eating Disorders
      Type: Bulimia

      I have had an ongoing battle with food... anorexia and bulimia.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      My nutrionist is phenominal! I am making very good progress but it is a daily struggle...
    • Open Self-Injury

      Because I was abused I sometimes cut myself. I am not sure why but sometimes it makes me feel better

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      I don't always tell her when I cut because I am afriad to go to the nuthouse so.. how can she help me fully?
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      I have horrible flashbacks and nightmares stemming from being raped 4 times by my grandfather when I was 7.

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      I love to draw and scuplt, it helps most of the time
      Music Working / Worked
      I'm a huge fan of Bon Jovi, if all else fails listening to Bon Jovi helps.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      It depends....
      Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
      It really does a number on my heart... fast and irregular beats...
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      It depends on who I try to talk to about what.
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      I am officially diagnosed as bipolar.. read up in the DSM that's me all over!

      Treatments

      Abilify Working / Worked
      Doesn't give me any probelms.
      Depakote Not Working
      I was on this.. gave me SERIOUS heart problems
      Haldol Not Working
      Again, heart problems
      Lamictal Working / Worked
      On it, it works well
      Lithium Not Working
      Gained a ton of weight... A TON.. and was VERY dehyrated.. I do NOT recommened this drug
      Risperdal Not Working
      Damn heart again
      Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
      On it.. makes me SO tired and in larger doeses hurts my heart
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      Can't recall why i was taken off this one but my guess... my heart
    • Open Anxiety

      I have really bad panic attacks from time to time

      Treatments

      Inderal Not Working
      Gave me heart problems
      Lexapro Not Working
      Can't remember why I was taken off this
      Paxil Not Working
      Can't remember why I was taken off this one either
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      I mostly just get syptoms when I am stressed.. counting things, organizing...

      Treatments

      Lexapro Not Working
      Can't remember... I think I was taken off because of something having to do with my heart
      Paxil Not Working
      Don't remember why I was taken off this one
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      It's OK it makes me tired though and in larger doses messes with my heart
    • Open Panic Attacks

      I can't breathe, my heart is racing, my thoughts go a mile a minute, I think I am going to die, and I feel like I am being electrocuted! It's HORRIBLE!

      Treatments

      Effexor Not Working
      Was on this briefly as I recall but can't remember why I was taken off it
      Inderal Not Working
      I think I was taken off of this because of my heart
      Paxil Not Working
      Heart?
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      I have a therapist.. we talk.. it helps a little
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      I'm on this.. it works but makes me tired and in larger doeses hurts my heart
    • Open Fibromyalgia

      Just diagnosed.

      Treatments

      Lyrica Somewhat Helpful
      My help at a higher dose, it HELPS but it's not enough
    • Open Career Changes

      I quit my job working at a museum for kids back in April and haven't worked since, I've been trying to deal with my gradfather hurting me instead... I can't work and deal with that at the same time.

    • Open Separation Anxiety

      I'm always scared that people are going to leave me! I don't really let anyone get too close to me.

    • Open Chronic Pain

      Treatments

      Cymbalta Not Working
      OMG devil drug!!!!! It gave me HORRIBLE nightmares and made my SOOOO tired!
      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      Works OK
      Lyrica Somewhat Helpful
      It works somewhat as long as I get some sleep I am OK
    • Open Phobia

      I have a SEVERE phobia of heights, standing on a CHAIR freaks me out.. actually, seeing someone else standing on a chair freaks me out!!

    • Open Non-hodgkin's Lymphoma

      My grandmother has this

    • Open Depression

      I go through periods of SEVERE depression

      Treatments

      Cymbalta Not Working
      DEVIL DRUG!
      Effexor Not Working
      Lexapro Not Working
      Paxil Not Working
      Prozac Not Working
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      izzyandjbj hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Family Issues

      I was raped, it's RUINING my family

    • Open Food Addiction

      izzyandjbj hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Healthy Eating

      izzyandjbj hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Healthy Relationships

      I want one

    • Open Heroin Addiction & Recovery

      One of my friends is addicted

    • Open Hypothyroidism

      Treatments

      Synthroid Working / Worked
    • Open Insomnia

      I CAN'T STAY ASLEEP!!!!

    • Open Schizophrenia

      I hallucinate both visually and autotorally

      Treatments

      Abilify Working / Worked
      Clozaril Not Working
      DEVIL DRUG!!
      Risperdal Not Working
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Zyprexa Not Working
    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      my folks are breaking up :(

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