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luckithroe
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About Me
Abusive relationships suck... I never thought I would end up on the abused side of the fence, but I can no longer deny (while I won't downplay physical abuse) emotional abuse is hell. I believe a couple should be companions, best friends, NO SECRETS (unless your getting the other a present). However things arent working like that for me now. I am currently in a 1.5 yr and going relationship that I have been soo determined to make work. Its hard she has 3 children and no emotional support whatso ever for me. I work professionally as a software engineer, my hobbies are rapping, sound engineering, video games and scary movies (not in that order). I just hope things get better, I came on here to try to find other peoples opinions on what the heck I should be doing. I try so hard, but it seems like the more I give the more hurt she leaves me.
Interests
I enjoy video games... ALOT.. I also really like scary movies, hanging out, trying new things. My dream is to be able to travel and see all of the things in the world that I haven't previously had the time or ambition to see and do. I would really like to share these special moments with my someone special but lately the way things have been it's becoming hard to keep the hope high.
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It gets better.
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Support Groups
Close Codependency
I have been in 4 long term relationships since I was 13 (I am almost 27 now). It started out good, I learned how to treat my companion as a best friend and lover. Eventually my partner turned into an extention of myself , between these relationships I have never really had (or wanted) a chance to be since. For the last 18 months I have been seeing a woman with 3 children who is really taking advantage of the situation. I have never felt such pain and I know this can not continue.. I need help :(
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- I never liked cats, but after my last relationship I purchased one to help with the lonelyness. It helps (some)
Close Breakups & Divorce
Long story short, girlfriend of 1.8 years was angry with me one night (calling names yada yada) for no reason, I never raised my voice, called her any foul names and I certainly didn't make any attempt to hurt her or intend to scare her, however she called the cops and I have a domestic charge i must fight now (presumably because she just wanted out of the relationship and couldn't just tell me). This has been the worste experience I have experienced, I miss her and the kids though. So alone :(
Treatments
- Leave Not Working
- This was the obvious outcome of the situation however I still love this woman and her three children event though the legal expenses to prove my innocence are outrageous. I feel that I have been taken to the cleaner and all because she couldnt just simply come outright and say she wanted some space :( FYI I hate people who would beat on women for the record, so the fact that this is what im going through is driving me absolutely insane!!!!
- Pets Working / Worked
- I have a cat named sebastion.. I really appreciate his company, but it is not substitute for the woman I loved and her three children :(
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- Daily Strength has been a blessing before/and after this event took place.
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