Journal Entry for September 4, 2007
September 4, 2007 12:03am
Just got home from a 5150. Not happy. I wish I could go home. Itz been like this all my life. Home means going back to …
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skyRayven
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About Me
My Downfall... Terribly depressed, Major Anxiety, BiPolar, Typo Skitzo, Eating dissorder, and just generally F'd Up. ----------------------------- I have a big heart, and a good soal. I am always willing to help others and a verry generous person. Don't mess with that or try to take advantage of that bCause I can turn in right around. If you need help just ask and I will be more than happy to do what I can. ----------------------------- Please don't pray for me unless you are pagan. I don't want any Christian Prayer Please!!!! ------------------------------- I am 35, a practicing wizzard, and an all together out there person. My tallents include...Mediumship, Telepathy, Divination, Spell Casting, Circle casting, Demonology, Empathy (the real kind) and Herbs/botanicals/entheogenics. Peace Love and Respect
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I have lost interest in just about everything.
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Journal Entry for August 27, 2007
August 27, 2007 10:02pm
Trying to help others makes me feel a little bit better.
I am still in a state of total despiration and depression and anxiety and …
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sorry i won't pray for you i just read that part. to each his own ya'know. christi
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hi sweety i seen your cool pic on a friend of ours profile. i read some about you. might i give you a bit of advice. don't always believe what the drs say i would get several opp. before i let them label me with that. read up on it also and see if it fits you by what you think the things that don't sound like you . bring it to their attention. so often drs label people and are very wrong. and by no means are you a broken toy:( you just need to get the right di. if you do have what the drs say then please be careful not to depress yourself even more with all the sad and painful stories you might read on here. people who are bipolar have a real problem of take on everyone elses probs. instead of dealing with their own. they also feel things so much deeper then others and they can't control their emotions. be careful sweety and read everything you can find and compare. i have a family member who is bipolar and i'm the only one who can deal with her. i use to work in nurseing homes and hospitals so i knew some about how she might be feeling at the time and me and her can always talk things out. her son also has the same problem. he's a teen so most of the time his comes out in anger. that is really hard for her. i try to talk with her as much as i can and she is lucky enough to have a husband who has stood by her side even when she has been really cruel to him. i hope you don't have the anger problems but if you don't make it a pointe to always say your sorry that is the most important advice i can give you if nuthing else. take care of your self. if all else fails pray. god bless you.your friend, christi
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Hi! Thx for the hugs SkyRayven. Have a great day :)
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDepression, Bipolar, Severe Anxiety and Typo Scitzo. Uncertian of my ability to live any more. Recieving Disability
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Not Possible
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Seroquel Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- That is why i am turning here
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
- Valium Working / Worked
- working but addictive
Close Bipolar Disorder
I don't understand my bipolar condition verry well. I have multiple diagnosis. Depression Severe anxiety, Bipolar, and typo skitzo manifestations whatever that means. So I am just basically a broken toy.
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Open Anxiety
I suffer severe anxiety and panic attacks. It is only getting worse and not better.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- BuSpar Not Working
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- Bunk
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- My only vice
- Lexapro Not Working
- Allergic
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- St. John\'s Wort Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Valium Working / Worked
- Xanax Considering
- Zoloft Not Working
- Lyrica Too Soon to Tell
- Second Day
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