Saturday at work, ewww. Luckily I have an easy day today, not much activity for me to do, I can relax. I still have this lingering headache from a few days ago, it won't go away!
Lately I've been having this huge fear of losing my husband in a car crash or some other accident. It's starting to worry me because it's something I can't control. We've talked about death before and it upsets us so much, we both end up crying b/c we don't want to lose each other. I had a relative who died a few months ago and we both cried, and he said to me, "Let's promise that we'll find each other again after we die." It breaks my heart. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me, I worry that it's too good to be true and one day he'll be snatched away from me.
I suppose it's not worth wasting the energy worrying about something I can't control, so I'll just leave it at that.
Ciao for now.
I know I feel the same. I don't know what I would do without my bestfriend. I just don't know.
shelley
Hi Melissa, i hope your headache goes away soon. also, i do hope you think more positive, and don't worry about that "D" word. it's not good to dwell on those types of thoughts. You both have eachother now, and will forever have eachother. Live each day to the fullest! :)
Chris1981
Thas a very normal feeling I use to feel the same with my husband because he had seizures while driving in LA.every afternoon I was behind the window waiting for him.Watever hapen just live one day at the time and live it as it was the last.Good luck
pita
That's something to worry about but you should enjoy the time you have with each other. That's what I would do. I love my husband very much but sometimes I feel he deserves someone better than me. Sometimes I feel like he is seeing someone but he says he is not. I guess because of my passed relationships I felt this way. It happened to me before and I can't get it out of my head.
shy girl