TIRED
May 2, 2008 10:56pm
Tired of living... Tired of dying.
Don't want to give up... But tired of trying.
To dream is to live... To sleep is to die.
I force a big smile, …
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Josie66’s Profile
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About Me
I am a 42 yr. old woman w/ms. I have 2 grown children(1 is 16), i have had ms since 89...my husband left me when i got really sick. I live a very lonely life. I AM PARTIALLY mobile and no longer on meds..other than pain and anxioty meds. I feel like i was struck down in my prime...which has left me broken and empty. I once had 2 jobs 1 beeing a business, now nothing. Looking for some kind of outlet to change this. I am a woman of faith, but only human.
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Love NASCAR! Jr., Gordon, Johnson top 3 Like many others as well. Father big fan and picked it up when he passed...Used to love to sing and dance and swim. Can no longer do though. Party girl in the old days...Grew up. finally. Socializing..t.v., internet.
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Welcome Back to DS....Hope you are doing better right now...Hugs and Love
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You're... My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You' re there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I a am grateful to you. Send this to all your good friends online to show them you are friends. If you get this back from: 1 person - you are lonely 2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many 3 people - you have a few friends... 4 people - you have some friends... 5 people - you have several friends!! 6 people - you have many friends!! 7 people - you are SOOOO loved!!!
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It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived.great big ole grizzly bear hugggzzzzzzz squishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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because I have friends like you n friends bring out the best in each other,great big ole grizzly bear hugggzzzzz squishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh love ya
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I loved this and thought of you. Knock, Knock - I knocked at heaven's door this morning. God asked me...'My child, what can I do for you?' I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message.' God smiled and answered... ‘Request granted'
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Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Seconday Progressive MSi was diagnosed in 1989 at the age of 24. rel/rem at first then after i married an alcoholic 5 yrs. ago, the stress got to me and i went downhill from there. I am a broken woman.
Treatments
- Baclofen Working / Worked
- sometimes wrks sometimes not
- Betaseron Working / Worked
- don't know what effect it had
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- My anti-depressant. Pills don't work
- Novantrone Not Working
- Forget it!!
- Solumedrol Working / Worked
- worked until i took my first avonex shot
- Valium Working / Worked
- Keeps me fom losing it! lol
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