Journal Entry for June 22, 2008
June 22, 2008 8:47am
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About Me
I've dealt with depression for all my life...just didn't know that "it" had a name until I was about 14. It all stemmed from being molested when I was about 3. Anyway, I started having anxiety attacks when I was about 15 or 16 and it's been going strong since then. Of course, it gets worse at certain times.
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I enjoy reading, watching TV and movies and hanging out at home with my kids.
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Hey Gorgeous, thinking of you and hoping all is well!! XOXO
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heres a great big hug for you may good things come your way
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Thank you for your kind words and caring. It means a lot. I know I should be crying and what not. The truth is, it comes in spurts and I hide I try to hide it when is happens. My body is decaying more and more each day. I get sick, I can't sleep, my anxiety is 3 fold and all I can do is try to put on a smile. The truth is I don't want to talk about it with my close friends. They don't understand and I feel insane when I do. So, I hide all the pain, and pretend it's not real. THanks for lending me a shoulder friend. Hope all is well your way. Keep in touch. ~Love n Hugs~ ~P
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HI HUN HOW ARE THINGS GOING? ALL GOOD I HOPE XXXX
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Hugs and love beautiful girl.
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Family Therapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Totally!! Look around here!! :)
- Time Working / Worked
Close Depression
Ive been depressed all my life, but didn't have a "diagnosis" until I was about 14 or 15. I've been running with the ebbs and flows and now seem to be tripping over my own feet.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
Treatments
Open Migraine Headaches
I suffer from Cluster migraines but am currently in "remission" and have been for about 7 months. I seem to come out of remission every three to five years and the episodes seem to last anywhere from 2 to 6 weeks with about 3 to 8 headaches a day. During these times, suicide becomes a definite option.
Treatments
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I've always been able to find the men who are good at emotional, verbal and mental abuse. My ex husband was awful like that. He told me that I was fat and lazy and if it werent for him, our home would never be clean or paid for. He also told me that he if it werent for him, I'd have gone bankrupt.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- My poor councelor is overworked these days. I'm still working on getting past all this crap and have even moved on to NEW crap. UGH!
Open Single Parenting
I have two kids, Ian, 13 and Mia, 10. Although I was married for about 2 years (together for 4), I was still doing it "by myself" - emotionally, finanically, all of it. So, I guess that I've really been doing it on my own for about 8 years.
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- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Couldn't do it without their love and support.
Open Separation Anxiety
Just diagnosed with this one. Still trying to understand more about it.
Open Sexual Abuse
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Kidney Stones
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Codependency
Sad.Pixie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
the man that was supposed to by my future husband was just diagnosed w/ MS. I want to support him and I want to know the best way to do that. Unfortunatly, the diagnosis freaked him out and he bailed. We still talk - sorta - but he is overwhelmed...and I am helpless...
Treatments
- Beta Interferon Not Working
- Neurontin Somewhat Helpful
Open Healthy Relationships
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- Couples Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Patience Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
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