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To my Husband, Just want you to know.
Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
All the doors are closing I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know....
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But I still have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know....
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That is so thoughtful and true. i am sorry for your loss. Hopefully your love and sweet memories will carry you through this time. be gentle with yourself~there are no rights are wrongs in grief.
God bless.
restlessheart
That is so true. I wouldn't have missed it for the world but it sure is hard to get through the endless lonliness of the soul.
emmgee
What a beautiful tribute.
fmciver
and perhaps he would respond... I just want you to know that I'll be waiting at the gate for you. Hugs Elissa
carasmom
When two hearts deeply connect, they become one heart. If one of these two hearts ceases to beat, he does not die...he lives on in the heart that continues to beat.
A person is made up of many things, their true essence is of the 'spirit' .The 'spirit' is the person we come to know and feel deep within us.What we see with our eyes is the shell that houses the spirit . When someone's shell is no longer visible to our eyes...we say they have died and are gone forevermore... but the spirit of a person cannot die, it lives on...it will live on far beyond the life of the shell it once dwelled in.
In everything it has touched, in everyone it has touched, it remains...it exists. We can lose our vision of those we have loved deeply, but we can never truly lose 'them'.
Often, we say things like "I 'felt' him , I turned expecting to see him there, but when I did, he wasn't , and I remembered he died once again, and I cried". This is because he was there, his spirit was still there, it was his shell that died, not him. People also dream of their loved ones and wish to never wake because they will lose the one they loved again. The spirit of the person can on occasion come in a dream to reassure, give a message, or to comfort...taking on the appearance they once had(their shell), because this will be recognized and accepted, and in that way they will be 'heard' and 'felt'. It is not necessary to them, but for those left behind it may be the only way they can accept. We all hold so much importance to what the eye can see...what we cannot see we do not always believe is true, we tend to question it, and not accept it. This is what having faith is all about...believing things exist even if we cannot always see them.
When a love is deeply felt in our hearts...it breathes life into the spirit, and when two hearts who once beat separately become one heart ...there can be no death, no end...where there is love ,there is life everlasting. When we speak of losing someone...we must try to remember ...we may have lost "sight' of them, but they have not lost sight of us, they have not left us...they remain in spirit, for where there is love ,there is life everlasting. Feel your loved one in the beat of your heart...he is there with you, even now.
This is my strong belief. I hope I haven't offended anyone, I felt I 'had' to share this with you.
missingfriend