ssuba's Journal

Hi Saturday Friends: I have had a hard last couple of days. I pray that my oldest daughter who hasn't seen her children in 3 years will realize that the world doesn't revolve around her needs. She went to meditation  a year in June 2007 and said she would make an appt with the childrens therapist in order to see them. She feels she can just call and go and see them. When is she going to learn that she has to follow court rules. Her husband isn't to be around my grandchildren. He raped my daughter when she was 13. He has also molested my grandson when he was 2 1/2 years old. He doesn't like that man . My gramdchildren are 7 and almost 6 years old.

They told there Mother on the phone they would only see her through there therapist.  Little Vanessa (7) called me and told me her stomach hurt she was upset about her Mother comming. I'm hurting for my little grandchildren. Can't she see what she is doing to her precious children. There life comes first in my book.

Well so far she hasn't shown up. I think she get her joy out of upsetting her children.

I went with my son & wife to some yard sales today. We also went out to luch together.

I count my blessing every day that I can be in my grandchildrens life.

I feel that i can't do anything right lately when it comes to Alex's mood. He flies off the handle for no reason . It upset me very much. It also scares me as well.

My car has went out again so I don't won't exactly what we are going to do. I think Alex is going to try and drive it back to Price on Tuesday. My friend brought me over a bookcase while i was gone.I was really surprised. I wasn't sure where I was going to find one. God answere my prayers.

I'm tired so I will close for now. Take care of yourself. Have a wonderful Sunday. ~~~~~~~Suzanne