ssuba's Journal

Detach and LIVE

Detachment involves present-moment Living-Living in the Here and NOW. We allow life to

happen instead of forcing and trying to control it. We relinquish regrets over the past

and fears about the future. We make the most of each day.  Melody Battie

I love this thought I shared it with my friends at group this afternoon.I love my groups they have helped me become a much better person and understand myself.  We all need to live in the here

and NOW. I was always taught to give and forget. I know that isn't easy. We can't continue to live in the past.

I haven't really felt good the last few days. I can't wait to see  the doctor for my neck. I continue to be in alot of pain. Alex is out of town working today. So I went shopping at K-Mart and bought me 2 new shirts.

We put the application in for the house we would like. We are now just waiting for the owner to make up his mind. If we get the house I would like to get moved before I have to have surgery.

I just recieved a call from my grandchildren's grandmother and they had a very large earth quake 5.8 in Southern California. Everyone is ok they were just scared. I have been in earth quakes before and they are no fun.

I just learned another part of my adoption puzzle. DR. Toma that  helped place each of us children were friends of my birth brothers parents when they lived in Texas. He moved his practice to California and new my adoptive parents. I also went to High school with there son in California. He graduated a year before I did. To me it is a very small world. My loving mother has sent me many, many blessings and watches over me daily. Hopefully I will be able to find my 2 birth sisters. That would make me feel so complete.

Hope all of my friends are doing the very best they can each and every day. Light your light shine brightly every day.  Big Wonderful Hugs. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Suzanne