ssuba's Journal

I would like to wish all my firends a Very Happy and Postive Birthday. Today is my 58th birthday. I have had a fun day. My grandchildren called and sang Happy Birthday to me. It was wonderful to hear there sweet voices along with there grandmother who is an angel herself. My daughter and Brandon called and wished me a wonderful day.

Alex surprised me with an hour massage on Friday. We went to a Mexican Resturant for lunch. I got a surprise call from my son's foster Mom. My sister also called and wished me a Happy Birthday. I will see my family on Friday- Sunday to finally clean out my Mom's home. It is very hard to try and get 6 different families together at one time.

I have looked back on the year since my birthday. Last year Alex drove me to see my MOM for my birthday I made a cake and took some to her to celebrate my special day. Alex wasn't very happy to do that when it was so hot and we didn't have any air conditioning in our car. Now I'm gald I did make the effort hot or not. Mom died in Dec 2007 leaveing us with many blessings. The greatest is finding my 2 birth brothers to let them no I had a great life.

We should never take one day for granted. Count your many blessing that you do have. Big or small. I do have a bone spur in my neck. Some days it hurts worse than others. I jsut try to be strong and do the best I can. I can't say for one minute that I'm not truly loved by many people that have touched my life.

I'm grateful for my birth mother who gave birth to me at 11:08 a.m. I know she truly loved me and my sisters and brothers. She was very young and didn' understand how much work it would take to raise all of us. She took take of me for 7 years of my life. I know it was very hard for her to give us all to different families. Thanks for being my Parents for 7 years. I 'm so grateful for the parents for choosing me to be there special daughter. My life hasn't been easy. I wouldn't change it for any thing. I love my family very much.  Today has been a very good day.  I also made a Strawberry Birthday Cake and I will share it tomorrow at Group.

I will be looking forward to another great year. I just don't want to get any older. I will say I'm 21 and holding with 7 grandkids. Love ya' and Goodnite ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Suzanne