ssuba's Journal

Hi all my wonderful Friends: I really haven't  left town yet. I have been really busy with my daughter in law who had a miscarriage this last week end. She is resting and doing ok. Hopefully she will get pregant again really soon. This would have been her 3rd and my sons first. Kailey and Preston belong to my son.

I will be making some burp cloths for my friends daughter who had a little boy.

Alex went to Price today to put both transmitters back on the air. Tomorrow he will be in Vernal for the next couple of days.

I got the results of my blood test all is ok but my plattets are low. I have an enlarged spleen.

Well Julie, Brandon & Meade were here and I helped Brandon put another floor puzzle togther. He never gives up until they are put together.

Today was Vitttorio's 6th birthday. He doesn't need is buster seat anymore. He said he would save it for his bother who is 2 whom he has never seen. If we all could have the FAITH of a little Child. All of my grandchildren are so sweet and special. God bless you all. I'm doing great and very busy and happy. Sleep well all my friends.

As we cultivate peace and happiness in ourselves, we alsdo nourish peace and happiness in those we love. Thich Nhat Hanh.  Big Hugs for each and everyone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Suzanne

I just posted some new pictures so now I'm off to bed~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I have had a very busy day with 2 doctor appt. I saw my new family doctor she is very nice. I had no changes in my medicine. This afternoon Alex and i went  to our Heart doctor. Alex will have a Echo test of his heart. He had 2 stints put in about 2 years ago. I need to lose more weight and cut back on my water pills.

Well for the Happy and Exciting news. My son & wife are finally going to have a child of there own. She is just starting out. We are very happy for them. He also passed all of his test to get his CDL permit to start driving 18 wheelers. My son wants me  to be there when his baby is born. I have waited for this day for him for along time.

Now it is  his turn for a little glory and be a dad to his own child. Kailey & Preston are his but he is the only Father they know. I'm thrilled I love my grandchildren very much. They are my life.

Just to let you know also Vanessa & Vittorio have had a hard week-end knowing ther Mother would try and see them. They have had night mares, Vittorio wet his pants at school. What is it going to take for my daughter to wake up and see what she is doing to her children. It hurts me very much. I wish I lived closer to them. I know they are being very well taken care of. They will go and see the therapist very soon. Parents sometimes don't realize the damage they can do to there children.

Well enough for now as Grandma MIMI is very tired. Preston & Kailey just left after we played puzzles had ice cream & read a story. Well see you all tomorrow. I will dream about that sweet new baby that God is going to send our family. I know that my Mom is loving and teaching it so is my father. I hope it is a boy . My son is the first boy in his dad's family in 40 years.  Well you all sleep tight. Big Monday Hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!Suzanne

Hi Saturday Friends: I have had a hard last couple of days. I pray that my oldest daughter who hasn't seen her children in 3 years will realize that the world doesn't revolve around her needs. She went to meditation  a year in June 2007 and said she would make an appt with the childrens therapist in order to see them. She feels she can just call and go and see them. When is she going to learn that she has to follow court rules. Her husband isn't to be around my grandchildren. He raped my daughter when she was 13. He has also molested my grandson when he was 2 1/2 years old. He doesn't like that man . My gramdchildren are 7 and almost 6 years old.

They told there Mother on the phone they would only see her through there therapist.  Little Vanessa (7) called me and told me her stomach hurt she was upset about her Mother comming. I'm hurting for my little grandchildren. Can't she see what she is doing to her precious children. There life comes first in my book.

Well so far she hasn't shown up. I think she get her joy out of upsetting her children.

I went with my son & wife to some yard sales today. We also went out to luch together.

I count my blessing every day that I can be in my grandchildrens life.

I feel that i can't do anything right lately when it comes to Alex's mood. He flies off the handle for no reason . It upset me very much. It also scares me as well.

My car has went out again so I don't won't exactly what we are going to do. I think Alex is going to try and drive it back to Price on Tuesday. My friend brought me over a bookcase while i was gone.I was really surprised. I wasn't sure where I was going to find one. God answere my prayers.

I'm tired so I will close for now. Take care of yourself. Have a wonderful Sunday. ~~~~~~~Suzanne