tenderhearted's Journal

I did a google on pulmonary hypertension.  My blood pressure is staying kinda high lately, but my heart rate is over 100.  It was 120 the other day.  I was told this was not good.

Could not find anything about a constant high heart rate, but seems pulmonary hypertension has to do with my lungs and heart!!!  Yet another result of stress.

I got a verbal warning for being too friendly at work.  I was told, quote:  the customers waiting cannot see that you are working while you are talking.  So I am working, being friendly, but too friendly?  I am only as friendly as the customer in front of me at the time.  Go figure!

My husband's ex is still interferring with his visitation.  Missed his son's birthday now.  He is preparing to take her back to court.  He is also getting prepared for a grand jury hearing about the aggrevated assault with a deadly weapon charge by her husband.  He pulled a gun on my husband when he was trying to pick up his kids one day and the DA refused to prosecute saying it was a case for divorce court!  She is trying to turn his kids against him because he will put her in jail.  Really sad.  Oh yeah,  he said she is definitely trying to mess with my job.  Not sure what she said to him, but she did say something.

Now my daughter has yet another court date Monday about her divorce and child custody, brought on by her ex.  She is staying in my house there with the babies.  My ex took her to dinner tonight.  She had to call him for help turning on the heat.  She didn't want anyone, even him to know she was staying there.  He had told her he would be there for her court Monday. 

Well, get this... now he is not gonna come if I am coming!

Oh, what a jerk!  What did I ever do to him?  Why does he fail her because of his anger at me?  Why is his girlfriend so hot about me ever speaking to him?  I don't get it?  We had a semi agreeable division of property and divorce.  We had remained friends up until now. 

Maybe it is because... now he is having to do all the things for his family that I used to do.  His dad passed away last year, leaving a homebound mother and a mentally disabled brother for him to care for.  His big brother is no help though he lives next door to his mother.  Every sunday someone must do the shopping and laundry.  We always planned to move in if something ever happenned to his dad, but we divorced.  Now he is on his own.  Add to that a really jealous, bossy witch for a girl friend.  Poor guy.

He always did have a problem with his anger.

I feel for my daughter.  When he came to light the pilot lights, he "looked all through the house", she said.  Now he has taken back being there for her at this new court hearing. 

My husband and I had our friday night date tonight.  Went out to the local hot spot for the catfish special.  Best in the area!!!  We have been working on the yard and preparing a garden.  Burned a large pile of limbs and logs.  Rented a good movie, too.  I am so happy being married to someone that only wants my company, not needing others, and accepts me for me.  Too bad our life is Murphys Law.

Motorcycle is leaking.  I will get the O ring for the inner primary cover tomorrow.  He is on 12 hour days starting tomorrow.  The engine to the riding mower locked up for some unknown reason.  Glad I have two.  It is now raining, thus my plans to mow my other home ruined. 

Life goes on.  Had a really big bowl of ice cream before bed.  Nite.