Journal Entry for April 19, 2008
April 19, 2008 3:07pm
now sure why but having a ruff day here , just want to cry. the weather is great here, so it's not that.
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mom of 4 grandmom 6 married 30years love anamils ( can't spell ) have 5 cats . love baseball ( Blue Jays )and hockey (just watching it . I crochet,wish I had a husband that would listen to me when I'm talking to him. use to babysit , over 25 years.a stay at home mom. ( hard hard work )i loved to laugh, I love going places but we don't .playing games on the com . love camping .and good listener.try writing poems , liked gardening ,taking pictures,
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Journal Entry for January 18, 2008
January 18, 2008 5:08pm
I haven't gotten any emails from here in weeks , I don't know what happened , I guess I was cut off. I have atenence to stop …
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Journal Entry for November 12, 2007
November 12, 2007 12:31am
Things have been bad since I last wrote , to start with my com has been down for the last few weeks. My Aunt has 2 kinds of Cancer and the …
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Journal Entry for October 8, 2007
October 8, 2007 2:41am
I am pissed now , why is it that my husband that tells me he loves me CAN"T LISTEN TO 1WORD that I say. We bought a trailer back it july , I was …
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Journal Entry for October 4, 2007
October 4, 2007 12:23am
Hi to all my friends , the last week or more has been hell for me . I was told that my aunt is dieing , today we were told that there is nothing that …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI'm sad and crying most days,don't want to get out of bed, have problem sleeping,no intresed in most things.Housework,gardens,crocheting.(nitting),sex,calling friends&mostfamily membors,have thoughtof suiacide, did it once, have to repeat everthing I say to hubby, he never listens,looks thow me but tells me he wants to help,still hasn't,i feellike i'm invisable here,untill thereaproblem then they need some1to yell to.to them I can just shake it off.I wish this wa an illness they could see.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- still on an rostercoseter ride.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- was on it almost 2 years ago, it did work for awial.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- no good so far
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write to my hubant,I get things out but that's it ,nothing ever comes of it.
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