lorrieonline's Journal

Because you are important to me, I wanted to share my thoughts this morning and invite yours.

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I thought of how I've been spending my time and realized that I've been missing the mark.  Seemed prudent to thank you for being instrumental in my coming to a realization that is the staunch reality that I have so much more to accomplish.

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For the past few years, I've been in a transition of feeling sorry for myself and trying to live like there is no tomorrow.  This because I was diagnosed with MS in 03 although I know I've had it since at least 98.  Long story.  Nobody would really know just from appearances sake.  I was brooding and I just woke up at 4am today realizing that this MS isn't a death sentence and it's time to really resume living my life like I have one. 

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I have unfinished music waiting for me on my piano, I have an unfinished book of poetry that needs a final glance, an upload to the publisher, and somehow I think God has a hand in all of this.  There's been a light turned in the past two years and it's just now really starting to illuminate the future.

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Thank you for being part of the inspiration. Now figuring out how best to do something extraordinary with life, some meaningful contribution, that is my quest.   I know that helping others has always been key and through the music and writing, faith in God and humanity, and possibly even the MS battle, it will all fit together into something pertinent. Again, thank you for the impact you have had on my life and I welcome your input. 

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Lorrie