lorrieonline's Journal

Home today.  My whole spirit has taken a flop.  Twice in one week to get help walking is worrying me.  I am not feeling the courage to embrace this MS today.  So, here I am home for a mental health day.  All I could do was cry when I got to work.  Trying to remember, sunday before last, took a hard fall on my knees, Saturday, my legs wouldn't walk the steps at the movie theatre and yesterday, they couldn't hold me one leg at a time to go down the steps from church choir.  Someone guided me.  I had resigned from choir but was offered that I didn't have to stand on the risers but could stand below them on the floor so I'm going to try to keep going.

Maybe I am silly but I keep thinking that exercise is going to help me keep this away. I hate being unable.  It is starting to feel that things are taking a turn for the worse, but maybe it's just a matter of coincidence.