I have a test tomorrow, and I did …
I have a test tomorrow, and I did not study at all. I wanted to study today, but I couldn't. I will have to get up …
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Gosh, the day started out fine - did too much before work if that's possible, and could hardly stand up to get ready for work.
Missed the daily call from my guy friend last night and when I couldn't reach him back, I couldn't sleep. Always overly concerned or so it seems. I keep thinking that he is my last attempt for a relationship because I can't imagine that anyone will want to be around me.
Sometimes I hate being such an emotional creature. Sometimes I think I hurt to much or feel too much to be involved and should possibly just swear off relationships. I don't think I could survive that way either tho. I like going out and having 10-20 friends come up to hug me. Being alone just doesn't seem feasible either.
Going to attempt to sing again tonight only I will try to drink ice water and try to get home earlier so I can have a decent morning.
Tried to bow out of bible study this week since walking is an issue but a dear friend wouldn't have it. I guess I am very thankful for those that keep pushing. My only excuse to beg off the bible study Friday was the preoccupation with my gate and my self-pity.
One day at a time as I heard it said on here, and if necessary, one hour at a time, etc.
Missed the daily call from my guy friend last night and when I couldn't reach him back, I couldn't sleep. Always overly concerned or so it seems. I keep thinking that he is my last attempt for a relationship because I can't imagine that anyone will want to be around me.
Sometimes I hate being such an emotional creature. Sometimes I think I hurt to much or feel too much to be involved and should possibly just swear off relationships. I don't think I could survive that way either tho. I like going out and having 10-20 friends come up to hug me. Being alone just doesn't seem feasible either.
Going to attempt to sing again tonight only I will try to drink ice water and try to get home earlier so I can have a decent morning.
Tried to bow out of bible study this week since walking is an issue but a dear friend wouldn't have it. I guess I am very thankful for those that keep pushing. My only excuse to beg off the bible study Friday was the preoccupation with my gate and my self-pity.
One day at a time as I heard it said on here, and if necessary, one hour at a time, etc.
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