helpnat's Journal

Hi to all my caring friends,

I have not been doing so well the last few months. I got put into a hospital because i tried to kill myself. I took a huge overdose and i cut deep and i could have died. If it wasn't for my aunt coming to my house that night months ago i wouldnt be here today. She only came round to see if i wanted to go for dinner. she had  a key and let her self in. She found me in my room and called 999. It's been so hard the past few months but im getting the help that i needed right now and i am so happy about that. My aunt and a great friend called nicole has been with me all the way. My aunt she came to the hospital all the time and helped me get here today.  Im doin ok now its my first night back and i have home care. I just wanted to say sorry to everyone because i have not been in touch.

I,ve just came online and i've seen that i've lost my sister louise AKA PRETTYLITTLEFAIRY...... Just want to say going to miss you loads and i am so sorry that ive not been online for you........ you are always in my mind and thats where you will stay forever love you always sis I've had my cry will be doing alot more sweet dreams ....... thinking of you and family x x x

And i just wanna leave a message for nicole im sorry that ive not been around for you the past few months. To say that ive not been around you have always been in my head I hope you and your family are doing ok hun. Hope your pa is getting better then the last time we talked missing you loads hun hope to talk soon and more im home now so can talk alot more. And im doing ok at the min i have home care 24 7 but thats ok with me they are kool. And i just wanna thank nicole for the past few conversations that we have had the past few months. Nicole has really helped me get here today, im not sure how thank you is another. Some day not sure how but i will thank you better but thats all i can do that this point in my life sorry nicole.

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