Oh i reli dnt no wat to do anymore. …
Oh i reli dnt no wat to do anymore. my mums bf is being a prick once again, nd my heart is aching for another guy , yet …
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college on tuesday! aha cant wait, its gonna be pretty awsum, well i hope it'll be awsum, cos i still have to take classes, so thers always a downside!! lol!
anyway, im abit bored, and i got a tonne of stuff on my mind, so i thought, write it down, good idea eh! so. well ash, hus like this awsum guy, and hes also like my best friend, well he got ded drunk on saturday nite and started babbling about pointless things to me and my ex, hu im actually ok with now, and we just thought, "here he goes agen" cos he ALWAYS get like tht wen hes drunk, so we werent reli listenin to him, but then he blurts out n says " and now im fuckin fallin in love with leo!"...and so i was like ' err WTF!!' and then he just kinda went 'oh shit did i say tht out loud' n jen went 'err yer duh!'..
so then i kinda just fort, hes just drunk, n tht he says stupid stuff wen hes drunk.
BUT;; get this!! this morning he comes round and we were just chattin about somthin on the t.v and he goes "and i meant it, i am fallin for you, infact i love you." and then ther was a ded awquard silence, yano the ones tht no1 cn stand! and then we started talking agen. like nothing had happened.
so now im reli confused, cos i like this girl and were sorta goin out (well i duno reli, think i fukd up!) and i duno if he reli means it, cos hes done this before and then everythin went rong and we fell out. so wot the hell do i do, cos i do like the guy, mayb a tad more than like, but i duno..
so yher... peace x
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aww well i'm glad for u babz!! haha and if he really loves u u'll know and i think he does cause when i wuz talkin to him on aim he wuz askin who wuz "goin out wif u" and i said anna....and he goes..."do u love him" and anna wuz like idk like as a friend and he goes...oh...and i wuz like yea i love him but as a friend...and he like got all hyper and happy so i think he does love u....so just sit him down and talk to him...be like hey when u said tht did u really mean it...or were u just fuckin around....and just listenin to wht he says and if he's all nervous and kinda looks around like he's lookin for the answer in the sky then he loves u and he just doesn't know if u luv him back....and if u do love him...tell him....it's a bitch to have to wait tht long...well ttyl
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Donna
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