jandkwert's Journal

OMFG....so it's 4 am and just like every other period in the last 3 years, I'm wide awake. I'm sooooo tried of being woken up in the middle of the night writhing in pain. Sweating excessively, doubled over in gut-wrenching pain, I crawl to the bathroom and literally shit my brains out, sweat, and cry on the toilet for an hour (sometimes more.)

Here I am, on Period #2 that I wasn't supposed to have on the Aygestin after the lap, and I'm in the same level of pain as I was before the surgery. Can I have my $10k back now?

The weird thing about the pain that woke me up this time though, is that I'm not actually bleeding. Usually the pain comes when the blood comes back (each time.) During my period, I normally start and stop bleeding several times, for relatively long periods of time...For example, I bled Saturday  (95% brown spotting) and did the same on Sunday, but not very heavy. But yesterday, it was just noticeable when I wiped after peeing. By last night, no sign of a period at all. I actually slept last night with no panties and didn't bleed one bit. BUT, that doesn't mean anything...because it will be back with a vengence within 12 hours. Usually, when the bleeding returns (clot heavy sometimes at this point) that's when the debilitating cramping hits...this time, no blood. Ah well, I know it's coming...

Sorry about TMI and gross stuff, but this is the only place I keep track of any of this, and I need to remember details for my dr.