I just wanted u all to know my 'private' journal entry is nothing I want to hide, I am trying to get everything out, my whole life's crap, and want to eep it private until I have finished, but I'm quite a way off yet, as things arent too good for me lately. I have been told that i order to carry out divorce proceedings my 'ex' is going to get my new address....Is it realy worth all this? I am so much happier since he doesnt know where we are....i wish I had stuck to my beliefs and never got married, I wish I had never met him, I wish isnt getting me far.....but today I am living in hope lol x