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Oh, man I am exhausted! Friend in town today and BBQ tomorrow! wooohoo!
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I am happily married living in the country in Texas. I own a small business where I handmake candles, soaps, sugar scrubs etc. (see my pics for my work) and I am going back to school to earn a degree as a Master Herbalist. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression my whole life. I figured everyone felt the way I did. To deal with it I became a cutter at 6 years of age. I am proud to say after about 18 years of cutting it has stopped thanks to the support and understanding of my amazing husband. Now, its time to deal with the major underlining causes. I am just trying to understand and learn so I can grow more as the healthy person I am MEANT to be! :)
Music, Poetry, Writing, Needle Work / Sewing, Baking, Making Crafts of all kinds, Photography / Photo Editing, Astronomy, Gardening (still workin on gettin my green thumb! hehe), Web Design, Blythe Dolls, Hello Kitty, Tinkerbell, Bento Boxes and chatting.
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Tomorrow is the BBQ and our friend came into town. I am so exhuasted right now so its been hard keeping…
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Oh, man I am exhausted! Friend in town today and BBQ tomorrow! wooohoo!…
OpheliaRising wrote a journal entry: Early to Rise....with 8 hours of Zzzz's 6:14pm
"He who would learn to fly one day must first learn to stand and walk and run and climb and dance;…
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Great Goal! I wish you the best! xoxox…
July 25, 2008 7:03pm
Tomorrow is the BBQ and our friend came into town. I am so exhuasted right now so its been hard keeping my panic and anxious worry in check. It …
July 24, 2008 6:14pm
"He who would learn to fly one day must first learn to stand and walk and run and climb and dance; one cannot fly into flying."– …
July 23, 2008 6:55am
"All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous unpremeditated act without the benefit of experience."– Henry Miller
Yesterday I went …
July 19, 2008 8:11pm
"If you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you'll never enjoy the sunshine." –Morris West
I know I haven’t …
July 7, 2008 2:56pm
"Life only demands from you the strength you possess. Only one feat is possible — not to have run away."– Dag HammarskjoldLast …
Thank you! :)
Eek! I am sooooo excited! My sister is helping me and we checked out Ebay and tons of eshops! I can barely wait for my 'baby' and to make little outfits and the pets and all! Oh, I sound like a little girl, lol. Thank you for your help and advice. It has really given me a to-go start. I'm narrowed down to several picks! Will send "baby arrival" photos as soon as I have my dollie! :)
I'm feeling a lot less nervous, but I wonder if there will be any one in my classes that I can relate to. It would be horrible if I can't find at least one person to talk with, I definitely don't want to feel like an outcast. I'm trying to look at everything in a positively. I'm sure it will work out once classes start. Sorry I haven't been online much, there's so much going on here, I kinda feel like I'm spread a little thin. I hope you are doing well, I'll catch up with you soon. HUGS kristie
I've attempted to get you to plug in chat. :-(
Thanks Rea - You're in my thoughts and prayers too. Flowers, hugs and blessings to you.
The past few months I have been doing research on my anxiety and depression. I have suffered with it almost my whole life thinking that everyone lives like this. These past few months have been especially hard. It has gotten so bad that it is a struggle to do every day things like go shopping, to the movies etc. I feel like though those about me are supportive that they dont truly understand.
The past few months I have been doing research on my anxiety and depression. I have suffered with it almost my whole life thinking that everyone lives like this. These past few months have been especially hard but I am getting through it.
The past few months I have been doing research on my anxiety and depression. I have suffered with it almost my whole life thinking that everyone lives like this. These past few months have been especially hard.
Once upon a time I was a cutter. I did it for 18 years. Now I am recovering. I am here to help others like me. It can stop. :)
For the past few years I have been really conscious about the foods I put in my body. Yes, I slip up sometimes- dont we all- but for the most part I try to stay on a healthy eating plan which is assisting me in losing weight.
Four of my close friends in the course of an 8 year period took their lives with one, Gabe, taking his life right in front of me while I tried to stop him. I think this is a hurt I will forever carry.
My Great Grandmother passed away yesterday. She was like a Mother to me. She was the only one in my family that understood me, protected me, and loved me. I miss her so much.
