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I slept a good 8 hours last night. I started to "not" get up this morning and then forced myself …
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Today I felt like I needed to do somethin to make me feel good! So I went to the book store... a place I always feel comfortable. I got a smoothie and a yummy donut and went to look for books to read. My heart lead me to the grieing and death books .. I started to look at the different types of books and started to cry right there in the store. My heart got heavy and I thought about my baby and I could see her so I got a book called Chicken Soup For the Grieving Soul and left the store. As I was driving I was thinking about her and I started to cry again I wanted to see her so I went to the cemetary to see her and I cried and talked to her and I felt better. I go to the doctor tommorrow I hope I will be ok!
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I'm so sorry for the pain you are going through. It must feel healing to be able to got to the cemetary and visit her and be able to cry. I haven't gotten the courage to go back to my baby's grave site after we buried him. I want to, but I know that I am going to just break down. It makes it so real that I really lost him.
Good luck at the doctor!
NicOG
I always feel better at a bookstore or a library, too.
Aimo31