BoDuke's Journal

I know that my wife has hurt me and it has been very rough on me to say the least, but I love her with unconditional love which has led to my forgiving her for her infidelity and I am determined to forget about it. About a 1 1/2 weeks ago we met with someone who counseled us. We have committed to rebuilding our marriage. My trust in her is growing. She has shown full commitment to our marriage. It will take time. I have found that when my emotions plunge to unexpected depths of fear, mistrust, and worry that if I immediately take it all to Christ in prayer I find strength and all I need to get through those difficult times. My wife is a beautiful woman with a beautiful personality and heart. She has failed, but that does not make her a failure. I am no better. I have failures of my own. I will not let this come between my wife and I. We will learn from this dark experience and move on from here. I thank those responsible for this website to enable people to share their experiences and find an outlet to release their emotions and find comfort from others.