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AAAAIIIIIGGGHHHH!!!! I am in so much pain today; I feel like I can't stand it, and I can't stand not knowing if i have cancer or not much longer, though I will admit I do like playing around with those little stiches wires. :) Anyhow, I'm in too much pain to write for long today, so I'm just writing a quick entry to get out my feelings about this terrible disease. I so wish my dad and sister didn't have to have it, too--I wish I could carry their pain for them. As it is, I want to make things easier on them, but it seems like things are so hard for me that it's pretty much impossible to think ahead about others. I do try, though. It's getting harder. I just am losing the capacity to reason the way I used to. Very frustrating.
Must go...my back is killing me.
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