Journal Entry for September 14, 2007
Arg - no results from the doc yet. Patience is a virtue.
I'd like to vent some frustrations in regards to a bulletin posted about exercise and …
is feeling OK
I am sweet, but stubborn. I'm spiritual. I love to sing and dance. I am 22 years old, and I live with a roommate who is steadily learning to adapt to her recent hip replacement (she is 19.) I was raised mainly by my wonderful mom, who has FM, lupus, and is epileptic. My dad also has FM. I'm currently going to school to become a massage therapist, and I'm trying my hardest to do yoga (which was a regular practice for me for a few years.) I have been with my boyfriend for a year, and he is the best man I have ever had a romantic relationship with.
I love to sing. I like to read, draw, dance, go see movies, and help people. I love food, and I really like sushi. I've been known to out-eat my guy friends. I like dark humor, so it's easy for me to joke about not feeling well. I want to help people, especially with yoga and massage.
Arg - no results from the doc yet. Patience is a virtue.
I'd like to vent some frustrations in regards to a bulletin posted about exercise and …
Stayed home from work today. Legs were so sensitive that the covers hurt in some spots. I have class tonight, and it's safe to say I don't …
Hm, going to meet with the dad and stepfamily this weekend. Not feeling excited, or dreading it either way.
The pain hasn't been so bad this …
Well, I had my doc appt. yesterday, and instead of feeling excited, I honestly felt depressed. The doctor was very nice, but very brief. He asked …
I am so looking forward to Tuesday. It's only a family doc and regular checkup, but it will be my first chance to tell a doctor about my pain and …
Sending warm soft hugs your way...I hope you are OK Sandra
Just a soft gentle hug to say hi.
I understand with the panic attacks and seizures and everything. It's not easy but you just keep on truckin along. Here's a hug to get you through the day. :)
I sure y'all are having a great day...Texas style !! Sandra
Thank you so much for all of your kind words and support. I posted my update. Just wanted to give you a great big hug to let you know how much what you said means to me!
My mother and my father both have fibromyalgia, and I have exhibited symptoms for the past couple of years or so (though I hadn't put it all together until the past few months.) I have been diagnosed with FM, but I will be going to a rheumatologist for more evaluation. Other than my ailments! I normally have a good sense of humor, I'm artistic, and I like to help people. I have a wonderful family, friends, and a great boyfriend who I love dearly.
I was diagnosed with epilepsy (after 13 doctors and many misdiagnoses) when I started high school. I have been seizure free for 8 years or so, and have been off of all medication for a couple. I still have moments when I haven't taken care of myself properly that are a little scary, but I am thankful that the hard stuff is behind me. Unfortunately, I also have anxiety issues, and I will be going to a doc shortly for chronic pain and other symptoms.
I have had a several panic attacks since I was a teenager. They manifest when my anxiety is at its worst (or, as I found out recently, when I overdo it on alcohol.)
I am in little contact with my father, his second wife, and her 2 children. I have tried on numerous occasions to keep contact, with little results, but I'm not giving up yet. I love my stepsiblings!
I have been experiencing chronic pain, which I am currently being tested for. I have other health problems (gastrointestinal, neurological), and have fallen off the healthy bandwagon. With a family history of heart problems, diabetes, and cancer, I want to treat myself well.
I have been working on and off for several years at a corporate office. I've decided to pursue a license in massage therapy, and I'm balancing work, school, and health issues.