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Journal Entry for September 18, 2007 Mood
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
its tuesday.. and I've had an ok day.. just cried out of nowhere..its been 45 days since we lost you Ella.. I miss you every day.. its getting a bit easier to go through the days.. but I still have to take it day by day.. I want to thank you my precious girl for the 5 1/2 months you were with me.. thank you for  every kick.. every moment of morning sickness.. every sign that you were there.. those beautiful moments after you were born that I could touch and kiss you.. your little perfect hands and feet.. your daddy's mouth and nose.. just like your sister and brother..thank you for letting me be your mommy.. even though I miss you terribly.. I am so lucky to have had you for the short time I did.... I love you with all my heart.. always know that when I sing Maya to sleep .. mommy is singing to y ou too..
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  1. OnDaRize

    That's beautiful, sincere and so precious for your lil baby to hear...I know she loves to hear mommy's words.

    We're here with you through your grieving!


    OnDaRize

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