joankmli's Journal

today is an ok day. called out from work today. sometimes i need just that one extra day. my attendance is good so it wont count against me. just cant do it too much. took my car to the shop and got it out. had to take money out of my moving savings to pay for it. its making a weird noise like before. i'm gonna take it back. i'm doing ok, not good not bad, just somewhere in the middle. i see my pdoc friday and i'm gonna tell her that i havent been taking my anti depressant. she will probably put me back on them. i dont know if i want tell her about my recent suicidal thoughts. i dont want to be commited into a hospital. i think i just needed someone to talk to. i thank everyone for listening to me and giving me good advice and being there for me. you guys are the best.