Day one
Hi this is day one. I need to sort my head. I am a 32 yo male. I have had depression as long as i can remember. at …
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depression: i've been off my depression med for like 2 months now. i stopped it on my own because i didnt think i need it. i dont wanna tell my pdoc i am off that med because she might put me back on it. but i have been feeling sooo down lately even worse than usually somedays. i cry alot. but i think it's because of my situation with the roomie thing. i dont think i need the anti depressants though. so far i am continuing to look around for somewhere else to stay. i slowed down for a little while but now i am back at it. i hope my seach will finally give me results. as far as my roomie, they really slowed down with the things that they were doing, but i still feel the need to leave before they start all of the mess back up.
moods: i have been sooo irritated and stress alot. my moods are sooo out of wack right now, my meds are not working like they should, but maybe because of the stress. i need to find a way of handling my situation differantly since i have no choice but to be there at this time. i have no where else to go.
paranoia/ delusions: the anti psychotic has helped alot with this part of my life. i am on a very high dosage now and it works very well. i started taking it at night because it made me so sleepy in the day time while i was at work. stress tends to bring some of my paranoia back. but not as bad as it would have been with out the meds.
i need to pray more and trust in GOD more because it's so hard when i do things without him.
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they put my oldest son on anti-psychotic meds and he has to take them at night for the same reason. I think you need to be back on the depression med, you see what happened to me. I don't know how you've made it two months without them other than the other meds for your paranoia must be helping with the depression too. If you can afford them, take them like you should. You can really get screwed up without them. I trust and definately believe in God's power, but He never said not to depend on other things as well. HE is the reason people have the knowledge to treat us. You know? Thanks for thinking of me. I appreciate that very much. Now do the same for me and take care of yourself.
Gwen
kajunaire
You really should be honest with you pdoc so they know how to manage it, you can always switch pdoc if you are not satisfied hugs and prayers
emeila
I agree with emeila....just switch to a different anti depressant if you can.Im on an anti psychotic too and its really helped with sleep etc...try talking openly with pdoc for advise.
1whoruns
Tell you pdoc the truth. Otherwise you are wasting your money to go see him.
JeweI
Hugz
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