this day is about the same as the …
this day is about the same as the last 63 ,when i am at work nothing bothers me .untill i get home and i am by myself …
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stressed beyond my limits. i'm so unhappy with my life right now. i am feeling so low right now. everything is really not what i want it to be. i just want to scream out untill my voice is gone and untill my head is numb. i want to slice myself with a sharp razor and this time succede in accomplishing my death by my own hand. i cry i cry i cry but i have no one. i feel so alone and alone is not what i am supposed to be. i feel it. my mind is full of ways to get rid of my misery and emotional pain. i can not continue like this. i dont want to overdose on my psych meds because i hate taking pills. i just wanna cut myself and watch my blood drip on the tile floor untill i can not see anymore. i'm tired of my moods switching from one end to the next one minute i'm happy with myself and then the next minute i hate myself. i'm tired of having this feeling of being followed everyday and thinking this guy is out to kill me. i will do it myself.i trust no one because i'm always thinking that people are out to hurt me, i have a hard time trying to trust anyone. i can not stop this feeling right now. it's so over whelming. i just want to get it over with. i feel so alone right now.
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never ever alone babygirl. Yes you have God, but you also have me and I so understand what you're going through. I don't know why some of our brains work like that, and it sucks. But please don't do anything to yourself. IT is not worth it. I know you can't help it. Believe me, i know. But try your hardest. Pray, throw things, write (like you're doing) and talk. I am here. I will give you my number is you want to talk. Or we can chat. Whatever you want. Just let me know. Even if i can't help...i can listen. Hang in there girl.
kajunaire
HI!ITS GONNA BE OK!IM SORRY EVERYTHING IS SO SHITY FOR YOU!I HOPE YOU ARE OK.YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
cmf
Your not alone Joankmli...Just as cmf said 'Its gonna be ok' But as shitty as it sounds you have to keep taking those Meds. PEACE
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