joankmli's Journal

in a previous journal i told you about this guy that i met in the library and he wanted to take me to dinner. well we went on thurs. but i choose to not go out with him again. we had a great time at dinner and dinner was good. but before i got out of the car he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, and then HE GRABBED MY BREAST!!!! i was soooo upset by that. i went off on him. i told him that all he want is to have sex with me and i am not gonna give it to him. i told him to back off because i am not that kind of girl! i told him if he wants sex on the first date then he needs to keep looking and leave me alone. i dont know if i went off the limb with that but it's my body and i didnt appreciate that. especially after i told him that i am not interested in starting a relationship right now i dont mind being friends. that's it. it's my body and i didnt wanna be touched in that way. 

so after that i went to the mental health center where they have support group meetings and activities for people like me. they also have outpatient and inpatient care. of course i went to the outpatient and had to speak to someone regarding depression. i had stopped taking my anti depressants and i didnt tell them that i stopped that med, but i did tell them that i was feeling depressed, neither did i tell them about the guy. i just needed my spirits to be lifted a little. then i went to my regular bipolar group and had a great time. we laugh and enjoy ourselves as a group. then friday i went to schizophrenics anonymous meeting and had a very good session. it lasted 2 hours. i was tired so i stayed a little while long to do some art there and i went home. i am so glad that there are support meeting out there for people like me.