I am very nervous about tomorrow …
I am very nervous about tomorrow because I have a disability that makes me forget things and i usually forget where …
at work i have this co worker whom i got into an arguement with weeks ago. i've written about her in one of my previous journals. well anyway her actions now has caused me to believe that she is gossiping about me to everyone. she is plotting on me to get me fired. every time i see her i walk the other way because she can not be trusted. i feel that she has everyone in on her scheme, so i asked my boss to switch me into another area because i didnt want another confrontation with her because i see it coming. he told me no. so anyway all day she was being super nice to me, but i know it's really a cover up of what she really feels about me. i feel so alone at work now because no one is on my side thanks to her. i feel that she's told my boss about getting me fired. he still smiles at me though, but i know his smile is just a cover up too. i know that they talk about me. no one can tell me that they dont!!
I am very nervous about tomorrow because I have a disability that makes me forget things and i usually forget where …
Well, it looks like it might finally be near the end. I have been doing so well, staying angry, plotting …
Well I don't like expressing myself much but here it goes... I got fired for doing a good job, screwed up hu?? And …
i'm starting to think that i may be paranoid again but i feel that i am not and this is real :(
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