joankmli's Journal

today is a good day. i just told my roomie that i am gonna get myown place with my income tax this year. she took it very well. which is good because i thought that she was gonna be mad at me. i am kind of scared to live alone. i dont want to become depressed again, but i gotta take this step one day. and now seems to be a good time for me to do it. it's this guy that came up to me in the library. he says that he's been watching me a few times now and would like to get to know me. i was surprised because i wasn't looking my best. i asked him what attracted him to me and he said that i seemed like a nice lady. well we spoke for quite sometime in the library but we had to go outside. ya know because it's a library. so went outside and he walked me to my car and he talked a little more. we have a lot in common. he asked for my number and i gave it to him. he's been calling me alot but it's ok. we are just getting to know one another:). so far he is a nice guy. i am a paranoid person at times and i started getting a little paranoid thinking that he is setting me up to hurt me. but i had a talk with my roomie and she was saying that i should give him a chance and not to think negative about the situation. well i took her advice and we're gonna have lunch today :). i'm kindof nervous though but i think its because of going out with a new guy. so thats my day so far :).