today was a good day. i didnt think much about the past today. i was thinking about starting college online. i figure if start i will be done with it in 2 years. which seems like a long time right now. but i think i've put off enough time already. i'm not getting any younger i just need to do it. i saw my mom today and took her to the store. i love my mom sooo much. she is the sweetest lady ever! she lives with aunt and my aunt is the total opposite of mom. my aunt says anything out of her mouth. like as though she doesn't care about anyones elses feelings. it's tough to live her and my mom is sooo patient with her. but my sister and i kind of stay away because we dont wanna be around negativity all the time. but we visit sometimes. we love her very much but we can't live with her.