joankmli's Journal

I HAVE NOT BEEN FEELING WELL THE PAST FEW DAYS. I THINK MY DIABETES IS GETTING WORSE. WHEN I EAT THINGS LIKE A BIG DINNER OR A LUNCH, I GET SICK AND THROW UP. I HAVE BEEN CHECKING MY SUGAR ON A REGULAR BASIS AND IT'S BEEN HIGHER THAN NORMAL. I NEED TO GO ON A LOW CARB DIET. I FEEL BAD THAT I HAVENT BEEN TAKING CARE OF MYSELF. NOW I AM PAYING FOR IT. I HOPE THAT THIS FEELING GO AWAY SOON. I'M GONNA CALL MY DR TOMORROW AND SET UP AN APPOINTMENT. HE MIGHT CHANGE MY DIABETES MEDICATION OR RAISE THE DOSAGE, BUT IF THATS WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE, THEN I WOULD RATHER HAVE THAT DONE ASAP. 

RESEARCHING THE EFFECTS OF ANTI PSYCHOTICS SHOWS THAT THESE CAN MAKE YOUR BLOOD SUGAR GO OUT OF CONTROL VERY QUICKLY. I AM NOT ON THE HIGHEST DOSAGE BUT IT'S LIKE IN A MEDIUM RANGE. KNOWING THIS FACT MAKES ME WANT TO STOP THE ANTI PSYCHOTIC, BUT I KNOW I NEED IT AS MUCH AS I NEED THE DIABETES MEDS. I WISH THAT I WAS HEALTHY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY.

I TOOK THE PRACTICE ENTRANCE TEST AT THE COLLEGE AND I DID TERRIBLE ON THE MATH. MATH IS MY WORST SUBJECT. I AMD BAD IN ALGEBRA AND FRACTIONS BUT I AM GOOD IN GEOMETRY. THEY HAD A LOT OF ALGEBRA ON THE TEST!!! BAD THING FOR ME.

 SO I JUST HAVE TO STUDY AND TRY IT AGAIN.