i spoke to a counselor and my pdoc yesterday. i see my pdoc on wed. for my appoinment anyway. i told her that i've been cutting and she said that i need to be in the hospital. but i'm feeling better today. i dont think i'm gonna cut myself today. i had a strong urge to do so last night but i didnt do it. i talked to someone about it instead. my issues are a big weight on my shoulders right now, but i cant let it weigh me down. i cant let stress and depression win over me. it's hard but i gotta be stronger than this. i am at work right now so i will write more another time.
Maybe that is not a bad idea. I know all about going to the hospital and they are not fun, but maybe they can give you a ways to help you stop. Do you know the techniques as to what to do when you want to cut? Hang in there honey.
emeila