Well I'm new here and hoping there …
Well I'm new here and hoping there are alot more people like me. I have been seperated for 18 months now and still not …
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i got so stressed the other night, i took a razor and cut my arm twice. i have not done that in years. i felt a need to punish myself because of how i failed in my marriage. i feel like i was the cause of our seperation. i thought that i was over him but i think i am still in love. even though we have been seperated for almost three years, the word divorce just haunts me. i hate myself for the things that happened in our marriage. my class starts next week and my job has not changed my schedule yet. i keep pushing it but they are taking forever to do it, i might not be able to start class!! i just want to give up on my life.
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I'm sorry to hear about this slip up, as I call em, Joan. You are not the cause of the separation. My worse cutting was done after my divorce, thinking that I was the cause of the separation when really it was HIM that was too weak to handle marriage. Remember.. things will get better... even when they seem too dark to see the end of the tunnel. hang in there.
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Oh honey!! Is their a therapist you can talk too to change your negative thinking. hugs
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