Crashed....
Yes, at least I slept well last night but I feel like crap today. No motivation, no energy, nada. I have been getting …
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Gosh damn! Another f*ckin explosion between my boyfriend and I. It sucks. I have one more chance to control my anger, and if not, he said it's done, for the sanity of both of us. Ugh...I don't know what to say right now. I don't feel like writing or anything. I just want to sit here.
He tried sending me to my mom's last night so we could seperate for awhile. Not like that, physically seperated for the night. He would've still came and picked me up for work this morning. But I didn't want to leave...I wanted to sleep in my own bed, not my little brother's or the couch. Then he told me he wouldn't sleep in the bed with me last night, which he did. He wanted me to write out a list of things that I love about him and the things that I don't, and he was to do the same. Well, I had a letter from like July that I wrote, so when I finished my list, I gave both things to him. So hopefully that made things a little better. It had to have, or he wouldn't have slept in bed last night, he would've slept on the couch or floor upstairs.
So anyway, like I said up there...I just want to sit here right now, and not think about anything because it's giving me a horrible headache.
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