lynette22’s Profile
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lynette22
is feeling Bad
About Me
I'm still trying to find all of the shattered pieces of my heart after losing my 18 year old son 8 months ago. I'm tired, don't feel as though we deserved this, and hence my faith isn't very strong. Looking for answers where there truly isn't any.
Interests
I like to fish, ride motorcycles, rock crawl, being outdoors, reading, music and animals.
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Recent Activity
Thursday
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lynette22 commented on Flor7993’s journal entry No word..... 7:00pm
It's been 18 months since Matthews passing, during those 18 months my 22 year old daughter has treated…
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lynette22 gave DianaLynn a Hug 6:37pm
Hey Diana, just a tight squeeze sent your way, can't wait to give you one in person in San Diego. Thinking…
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lynette22 gave candiceS a Hug 1:22pm
Good morning Candice and Heather from all the way in sunny Los Angeles. Hope today brings some sunshine…
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lynette22 commented on Denimari’s journal entry Truly Sorry 1:19pm
Deni, I hope your feeling better. Holding you tight, wishing I could do it in person. Take time for yourself,…
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lynette22 commented on biowoman’s photo/video 10:54am
Congrats - the miracle of life!…
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lynette22 commented on TarnT’s journal entry Together we can make a difference by raising breast cancer awareness 10:52am
I commend you, my mother is a breast cancer survivor, 8 years and going strong. Kudos to you, keep up…
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Wednesday
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lynette22 gave candiceS a Hug 2:49pm
It was so good to share my pain, my confusion and my heartache with you. It was so good to hear your…
Tuesday
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lynette22 gave candiceS a Hug 10:35am
Candice, I'm so sorry, I forgot to print your phone number out before I left for the weekend and then…
June 27
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lynette22 commented on carasmom’s journal entry Journal Entry for June 27, 2008 11:42am
I'd still be missing Matthew - nothing can ever be perfect again :(…
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I’m With You
Hoping you had a nice 4th. Tyler, had a great day yesterday playing with his cousins. We didn't go last year to the fireworks, so this was the first time we went since Heather. I missed her sitting on my lap watching them go off. Telling me which ones were her favorite..... Otherwise, though it was a fairly good day. Big hugs and lots of love hoping that everything is going well for you. Hope to hear from you soon. Candice
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Sending you Hugs...... and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers (read your journal) Stay strong love U Caroline
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sending you a big hug! love sheri
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just hugging u again..sorry to tell u i wont be in california...cant afford it!!...but someday we will meet..hope ur weekend is peaceful...luv ya bunches
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hugging u tight...thinking of u...hope all is ok...im hanging on...luv you
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Ten months ago I lost my 18 year old son in a car accident five days before Christmas. There were five boys in the car, 3 of them were taken that night. The two that survived were my younger son and his friend. They were racing my daughter. I'm tired and of course all of the blame has been placed at my door step.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I cry daily, and even more so when its that emotional time of the month.
- Prayer Not Working
- Due to the fact that one of my nightly prayers was that I never have to bury one of my children, my faith isn't really strong right now.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I'm still looking for the answers and they weren't helping me find any.
Close Breast Cancer
My mother is a breast cancer survivor, 7 years now. I believe the best treatment is a positive attitude and the desire to beat the disease and continue with life.
Treatments
- Mastectomy Working / Worked
- They first advised for a lumpectomy but my mother chose a mastectomy because it gave her a higher percentage of the cancer returning. The same with the chemo and radiation, it just increased her chances of not having it come back
Open Breakups & Divorce
Five year long divorce process, minimal assets, 3 children and a cruel and controlling ex-husband. He's still emotionally hurting me through the children and the courts but I've found a truly amazing man that is nothing like my ex whose helping me change my ways of allowing them to walk all over me. It's tiring, why can't he let go?
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped after a year or so, no answers, got tired of the same advice that had already failed.
Open Family Issues
messy, cruel 5 year divorce, ex has turned my children against me. He didn't know how to love me, treated me horribly, I always protected my kids and now they forget.
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