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Hi everyone-
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE COMMENTS ON MY JOURNAL!
I truly thought that I was the only one who was just so freakin confused! I am still working on some solutions. I grabbed a handfull of jelly beans on my way out the door. WHen I realized what I was doing, I threw them out the car window!!!!!!!! SO, thats a start- I think!
I dont have much time to write. I think the jelly beans I did eat zapped my energy.
I see the surgon for my 6 month FU tommorrow. They did find a narrowing 3 weeks ago. I wonder what he is going to have to say about it. I sort of hope they take it a step further, becuase I had some pain yesterday. Who knows. As far as weight, I am 156.4- I still think I am giong to shoot for 140. My reward: a make up makeover. (more like a lesson for me!)
Thanks again, this site is a total blessing for me.
ROberta
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The make-over will be fun! You're so close to your goal! That has to be so exciting for you! I know how excited I got when I lost my first goal of 100 pounds, I can't imagine the excitement you would get from being so close to your goal! I'm proud of you for tossing those jelly beans! That IS a step in the right direction...noticing your habits and kicking them out. I had one of those moments today...was walking outside and saw a fun size candy bar on the ground in the snow and started to bend down to pick it up and put it in my pocket, and realized that was what the "old me" would do...pick it up out of the snow and eat it (after all, snow is clean and white, LOL...don't ask the logic of a compulsive overeater cuz I dunno how I made it logical in my own mind). I realized what I was about to do and kept walking and recognized what I was doing and then came back down to my house after that and ran across another one in the snow, only I just walked by and recognized my old habits trying to get back up at me and that I couldn't allow that. I am wanting the chocolate candy. Not craving it though...just wanting it I guess. First step is seeing the problem and admitting it. Then you can address it and solve it. Sounds like you're well on your way to the solving portion! Good job!
MinnesotanMommy
I think its going to have to happen like that 1 good decision at a time.......thats what we have each other for so ask me tomorrow if i had any sweets and ill ask you....lol....Lisa
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