I'm not scared anymore...
December 4, 2008 6:47pm
So. Saturday I posted because I was feeling really hyper etc. In my opinion it could have been hypomania. BUT at the same time my thinking patterns …
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About Me
I live at home with my Mum and my Brother (27) and my pets 2 dogs (Poppy-7 and Coco-1)a budgie (sky) and 1 rat (Squeak)and a new edition a Guinea Pig (Manic) lol! I'm a second year veterinary nurse currently having my job held open until I'm (hopefully) well enough to return. I'm a very VERY deep thinker sometimes probably a little too deep. I feel like if I wasn't ill I would have made a pretty good psychologist like Robson Green's character from Wire In The Blood (if anyone has seen it)
Interests
I play acoustic and elec. guitar and piano. I love my music and I mostly like Rock although I am pretty open minded. I used to be a huge fan of Busted lol. I also do a lot of art in my spare time. So maybe I'll post some of my work on here if anyone is interested. I also love to write poetry although the majority of it is pretty dark.
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So. Saturday I posted because I was feeling really hyper etc. In my opinion it could have been hypomania.…
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Hey. Oh I've made some posts because I'm just feeling kinda confused at the moment. How are you? x…
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21 Today!
December 1, 2008 3:51pm
I've had a really good day today. Still feeling on the hyper side which is a good thing as it means I've happily enjoyed my birthday which I …
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AHHHHHHHH
November 29, 2008 5:21pm
I'm feeling a bit crazy at the moment. Hyper, agitated, laughing at everything, feel like I'm going completely insane... BUT at the same time …
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Did it.
November 27, 2008 4:51pm
Plucked up the courage and told my therapist about what happened with my Key Worker. I have a proper therapy session with him tomorrow so I can talk …
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Yuck!
November 26, 2008 6:11pm
Well today's option for Lunch (Chicken goulash - Basically it's rice, chicken, broccoli in this weird sauce stuff) is my most hated …
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keep it together hun
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sorry to hear that im not to bad thanks =]
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Ahhh no problem :) It's not my snake sadly I wish it was though. Its someone I know's snake -- her name is Indee. Very cool though. Hope all goes well for you :) hugs hugs hugs
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hey whats up?x
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Happy Birthday hope your having a good day =] x
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder in Dec 06. Still not stabilized. Been having treatment resistant reactions to a lot of the meds I've tried. Looking for support.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Tried it and it did wor for about 2/3 weeks but then it didn't kick in again. Pdoc changed med rather than keep increasing it. No side effects.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Went up to 750mg and was working for a while but this also didn't hang around long. Side effects - Some hair loss but not noticable...actually stopped the med before it got any worse anyway. Also possibly some weight gain but not sure...(was on other meds causing weight gain at the same time)
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- Changed from Depakote in...Sept/Oct? Slowly increased up to 150mg which I am currently on now. Side effects - Increased number of headaches but nothing I can cope with...I suffer with Migrane anyway.
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- So far the antidepressant is really being tested alongside another but I have found that taking this at night has really helped my sleep as it has some sedative. Side effects - weight gain.
Close Self-Injury
I first self harmed when I was 14 but no one except my school councillor knew. I went a couple of years until I begame ill again and I have started cutting again.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- It helped for a little while
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Takes the edge off whilst talking at the time
- Music Working / Worked
- When turned up it helps block thoughts. I'm able to listen to lyrics rather than my thoughts.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I have been dx with traits of BPD. I have not got the full disorder but I am effected by Abandonment Issues, Unstable Relationships (with family, Identity Disturbance, Impulsivity (with some OCD), SI, Intense moods/emotions, erm...basically everything apart from the anger and thing like that.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Helps if things arn't too bad.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Not really very effective at the moment. Feeling stuck.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaDiagnosed as Anorexic on Friday 7th March 08. Currently waiting on referal to a local eating disorder unit.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My Mum is a huge support and is helping me to eat enough to stay out of hospitalisation whilst we wait for my admission to a local eating disorder unit.
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- Well...I gained the weight.
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