Hi Guys
July 19, 2008 2:16pm
HI EVERYONE, SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN AROUND LATELY TO SUPPORT YOU GUYS. BUT - I AM FINALLY DIVORCED!!!!!!!!, NOT TAKING COKE OR OXY'S. THINGS …
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blue123
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About Me
According to the Dr.'s I'm Bipolar and have social anxiety. Taking crazy meds, can't feel normal - but trying. I am going to stay positive and if anything try my hardest to stay in the manic phase not the depressed phase. I was born in England but live in Florida. That's about it - trying to stay sane in an insane world.
Interests
art, literature, documentaries, (I am really a closet nerd - I guess the social anxiety thing leads you to more solitary things), but it is amazing how a little mania can bring out the wild partier in any girl.
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Ray of Sunshine
I BIG SUN GLOWING YOUR WAY. Wishing you a whole lot of brightness in your life and also in goals that you may have set for yourself. This sun i know will help brgihten up your day. Al the best my dear friend.
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I'm thinking aboutcha!! xoxo
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xoxo Love ya!!
Flower
hi sweety! just wanted you to know i'm thinking of you...
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Hey Blue....I'm wondering how the move went, and how you're doing living with your parents. Probably a little different. I'm thinking about ya!! Let us know what's up with you! How's work been? xoxo
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Close Bipolar Disorder
My Dr. diagnosed me with Bipolar. What sucks is the depression part. I actually love the mania part, so to be honest I am scared the medicine will take the excitement away. But I also want the sadness away too.
Treatments
Close Anxiety
Besides Bipolar, I have major social anxiety. Unless I am loaded or in a manic phase of my bipolar disorder it is really hard for me to go out and be social. On top of that I get very bad blushing on my whole face and chest if I am put on the spot for example, at work in an office meeting if the boss asks me a question in front of anyone this happens to me. Or if I go to see a Dr. or a job interview etc. It is crippling.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Tried before - knocked me out
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- Deep breathing always helps me somewhat
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Currently taking - too soon to know
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- I listen to CD's at night to try to relax
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Tried it before, worked somewhat
- Valium Working / Worked
- I take to sleep
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Working somewhat, I have a Rx for 3 per day for the past 5 yrs. But it makes me sleepy
- Zoloft Not Working
- Tried before - didn't really help.
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