Journal Entry for October 23, 2007
I can finally say that I am feeling so much better. I haven't been able to gain much of the weight back, maybe that is a good thing :) I have …
is feeling Horrible
I have two daughters, am currently going through a divorce. I have been suffering from depression for 8 years now. It comes and goes, like everything else in my life.
When I am not depressed. I love to shop, read, watch movies and clean.
I can finally say that I am feeling so much better. I haven't been able to gain much of the weight back, maybe that is a good thing :) I have …
I am happy to say that I have finally taken the initiative to start eating again. Haven't been able to do so in almost three weeks. Haven't …
I am too depressed to write today. I am a mess and have been crying non stop.
I've had several depression episodes in the last 8 years. Each 1 is the same,don't eat,can't sleep, chain smoke,roaming thoughts, anxiety attacks, crying like a baby. All episodes have been bc of my husband. Everytime he would leave me, I would suffer badly. I would make myself throw up every single morning after waking up. Tried 2 get some help & started taking meds. Stopped bc I felt better. 3 years later I am depressed once again. This time over someone else. I am miserable & lonely.
My boyfriend of two years is breaking up with me bc he says I have pushed his buttons one to many times. I love him so much and I am so miserable without him. I am going through a depression right now.