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Journal Entry for July 2, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Draw another goblet

From the cask of 43

Crimson misty memory

Hazy glimpse of me.

Give me back my wonder,

I've something more to give,

I guess it does not matter

There's not much more here

Not much more to live.

 

So i guess you are thinking that the possibilty of cancer has me on my pity pot right? Wrong. If I die tomorrow what did I miss? Maybe true love... having been truly loved by a man... but other than that what is missing?

I have:

 had my art work displayed in Washington DC for visiting dignitaries before I was 16.

Won Best New Poet twice

Recieved an Editor's choice award

Stayed sober almost 18 years

Raised one hell of a great kid

Taught History and World Cultures

Written almost 18 novels... some of which are actually good.

Started and maintained my own business

Been a true friend

Been as decent as I can to people

Tried my best

What else I ask you is there really? Life has been full and God has been generous. Count you blessings today and see what you come up with. Love you guys... Angel

 

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Comments

  1. Vonny02

    Deep thoughts there my friend. I too have never had anyone really love me so I can empathise with you there. I never imagine you sitting on a pity pot! You are always so positive and encouraging, anyone who attends a pity party usually attends alone.. I have actually been to one, and it just about sent me off into a coma.. Loveya Angel.. Look to the Lord always and in His power of salvation.. God Bless


    Vonny02

  2. rose1

    You are a very humble lady and so talented, love youxxxxxxxxx


    rose1

  3. susanrose

    You are deeply loved by my Angel, and many people's lives you have touched through your poetry, writing and teaching and just by being you! You are very precious! Love you, Susie


    susanrose

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