my baby is my world right now. a year now and practically running all over the place! he makes me the happiest woman alive. i am currently going through a divorce at 20 years old. IT IS TOUGH! i wish it wouldn't be like this, but i s'pose it has to be when both parties aren't willing to take charge and make a positive change.
i love poetry, singing, playing with my son, going to the beach, shopping, peanut butter. and i'm trying to learn how to play the guitar.
June 27, 2008 9:12pm
so, i realize my journaling has been somewhat useless seeing as how i hve not written in ages.
so for that i appologize.
lets see what i cn give …
April 2, 2008 6:52pm
i feel like my world is crashing down around me. in the silence i cry, and in fron of everybody else i try and put on a happy face. everything i have …
I know! lol ah well, yer i know what you mean, Noah says things that i understand but noone else does. tho he always says ta for thanku and sit down! haha i clearly say that to him far too much. Hows things for u? im so tired today i was up at 6am cos i went to a scan as my friends pregnant, was amazin its like 7weeks and has a heart beat and everything..x
Hey dont worry hun iv not been on here much either cos i have a friend staying with me, she doesnt know about my ed so iv havnt been able to come online..i dont seem to get a minute to myself! bless Dante, yep they do grow sooooo fast! its all good tho, how is he doing with his talking? congrats on getting more money for ur job :) and good to hear u and brandon are getting on better, cos u dont need the stress hun. The doctor said i have ibs too, wot meds are u on for it? its awful isnt it? mine can get really bad. my ed is same old i guess how bout u? i had a dream that we met up the otha nite, crazy lol missed taling to u anyway, wb wen u get the chance xx
Hey i know i go through my times that i avoid going on hear as well i totally understand. I am glad to hear of your new job with better pay how wonderful. Iam ok here i hope all is going well for you.. Take care
Hey hot mom! how r u? yer i wish we could hang out too. Its the same thing for me iv tried to still be a bit like tham but thats just not me anymore you know? obv i like getting going out with friends and getting drunk but not all the time! we would hav sooo much fun if we lived near eachother and i reckon Noah wud love Dante :) how is he anyway? he learnt some new words? Noah is gorgeous as usual bless him, walking but still wobbly and babbling away! hes an angel. Hows things with hubby going? iv had such a tiring week,been babysitting loads for my sister and my friend has jus found out shes pregnant but her man isnt interested so been tryin to help her tho i feel like im taking on alot... Ed is same old i guess tho my therapist thinks im doing really well. How about u xx
HOw have you been? Where have you been hope things are going well for you.
everything i have to deal with mentaly send me to a state of minor depression and its hard to sort things out.
just trying to keep on keeping on.
