Today My Heart Bleeds With Pain
July 6, 2008 12:38am
Today My Heart Bleeds in Pain. After he inflicted this pain, what do I have to gain?
As my fingers touch my neck, I feel the holy chain. …
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I let out heavy sighs & cries, because of his lies. My heart is the warrior-it will rise to the blue skies...
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Well, as a single parent I am still maintaining my sanity and faith. The past 8 yrs of my life, it has been inflicted with a great deal of pain, which has been a domino effect for me. The first 3 consequitve years I lost 3 immediate family members (two siblings and a parent). After that, my ex-husband left me for divorce. I thought I would get my life back after having my second child; however, he was born with severe asthma and illness was never-ending for him. As the year passed, I met another man, I gambled my heart, and married him. Unfortunately, he was also a cheater and left me high and dry and gave my son emotional pain, Because he raised him like his own son. To this day, I am alone in a big city, dealing with financial constraints and let out alot of sighs and cries when I am alone. I feel my heart is bleeding with too much pain - when will it heal? All I ask is for your prayers. Thank you.
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Faith, prayer, reading, bike riding, tai chi chuan, nature walks, long drives through the forest, and enjoy a nice movie now and then.
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Journal Entry for August 22, 2007
August 22, 2007 5:01am
STORM AND SILK COLLIDE
Written by: Hitsiyu, 8/22/07
There is an ominous storm occurring deep within me.
The tears …
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My husband recently committed infidelity and has put a lot of pain to myself and my 6 yr old son. He raised him like his own child, but after he left, my son is going through emotional pain. Prior to my marriage with him, I have lost 3 immediate family members within 3 consecquitve years in a row. Since then, I have been letting out a lot of sighs and cries and words of defies! But, will my sanity, faith and prayer remain? All I need are your prayers, thank you.
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- Couples Counseling Not Working
- He blatanly refuses counselling.
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- I have tried countless times of forgiveness but he has taken advantage of that.
- Leave Not Working
- He left me and said he was confused. He continues to see my son, but this recent infidelity caused my son alot of emotional pain.
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I pray that someone out there, I can seek a loyal platonic friendship to help me cope with my unfortunate circumstances in life.
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