mum2ella's Journal

I havent needed to come on here in a while.....things seem to be going pretty good!

My daughter is growing so quickly, it seems as though she is doing a new thing each time I look at her. She can now sit unsupported, commando crawl, hold her own bottle, has 3 teeth, with more on the way, and last Saturday, she said her first word - bubba!!

It is quite exciting that these things are all happening, but at the same time, I cant help but feel as though I'm losing parts of her....the newborn, the little baby....the one more dependant on me than what this "new" baby is. I guess that is me resisting change, as I always do!

On the PND front, things seem to be good too. I saw the child health nurse with my daughter today and did a questionnaire thingo for PND, and I scored 9/30, which is marked improvement from the first time I did it, which I got 17/30. Which is great, seeing as I havent been on my medication for MONTHS. Apparently I am showing signs of anxiety, which I will talk to my doctor about, but I feel quite great that I am feeling great...if that makes sense!

I mean, I still have horrible days, and I still struggle to get out of bed sometimes, but I am definately feeling that I can cope a lot better. I guess now that my daughter sleeps through, I have been getting better sleep too!

Well that has been my update, thanks to everyone who has messaged/hugged me, and I hope you are all well.

 P xx