Chunky chunk
So I feel super chunky and someone commented negatively about my weight, but she is anorexic so what do I expect? I was …
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I just realized something today. In all technicality, I can be officially classified as anorexic... again. The thought makes me feel in power, in control. It motivates me, telling myself 'then why don't you look anorexic? Time to fix that.' It also scares me and gets me thinking for a moment, 'Ok. You can't do this again. Tomorrow, you will eat more. Tomorrow.'
But I know that's probably not going to happen because if it was, I'd be allowing myself a little more tonight. I'm on around 950 - 1000 calories today. And I won't have any more. Thought about it... but then Ed took over.
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Sounds like you could use some good support in not listening to ED because at least you still are able to hear the good side telling you to eat more and with good intent you say tomorrow but ED has that grasp so tight it's near impossible! If you need to vent and whatnot you can message me anytime! Hang tough!
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