Journal Entry for September 17, 2008
September 17, 2008 9:00pm
I'll update today in case anyone still checks up here. This likely is one of my last times writing in a journal entry or really being on here. …
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About Me
My name is Ally. I'm sixteen years old, my birthday is on January 12, 1992. I'm a sophomore in high school but I'm only 5'2" - fairly short for my age and unashamed! I love theatre - it is my life - but I don't do the acting. I am a techie at heart, a behind-the-scenes freak. Since January 23, 2007, I am a strict vegetarian, but-not-quite vegan, who also avoids most dairy products. I'm someone who you can trust and rely on wholeheartedly. I don't break promises, and if I dedicate myself to something or someone, I am in it all the way. I'm somewhat shy and reserved for being a teenager. :)
Interests
I love animals, obviously. I have a cat named Mongo, two doggies called T-Bone and Tippy, and three parakeets: Blue, Hedwig and their beautiful daughter Akia. I like going on MySpace and being on the internet in general. I'm always craving diet pop and I've been addicted to it since my ED started. :( I actually like to read, so long as it's interesting, and I generally don't watch TV. There are so many other things I could be doing with my life [but unfortunately I don't!].
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Journal Entry for August 21, 2008
August 21, 2008 11:55am
Bleh, so, nothing really all that new here. Still sticking to my schedule, not losing weight, actually I think I'm still gaining slowly. Anyway, …
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Journal Entry for August 17, 2008
August 17, 2008 10:19pm
Alright so I'm going to mention a couple numbers here.
So here's how I've been doing. The same. When I started eating a normal …
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Journal Entry for August 9, 2008
August 9, 2008 5:48pm
Doin much much better than my last journal. I'm going strong now, so strong, that I HARDLY, at all, hear Ed anymore.
I still exercise and …
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Journal Entry for July 30, 2008
July 30, 2008 10:48pm
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
five and a half weeks. Here's what I've been doing. Eating …
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in case you still get on once in a while i am sending hugs. sorry i didnt notice it before but did you know we share the same birthday-january 12, 1968. well if we dont talk, i hope you have great holidays and a wonderful birthday.
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read your last journal and am very proud of you and your progress. i wish i could say the same. keep it up and update us once in a while.
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thinking of you xx
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*hugz* hey! long time no talk. hope all is well. write when you can and let me know wuz been up k? *hugz*
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Haven't heard from you in a while, hope you're having a good day :)
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaTime for an update. It's been only 10 months total, and very few of that were full on anorexia. I was lucky to get IP quickly. But ED has stuck around in my mind ever since, every day, and I'm not sure where I'm at right now. Let's say I half want recovery, half want ED back. Compromising my way through the days.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- Only was allowed one visit by insurance, but it helped and I'm taking everything I can from that one time.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- It's way more mentally helpful than inpatient was. I love where I go and wouldn't have it any other way.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I don't see my therapist anymore. When she told my dad my weight, I quit going. My dad has not helped me and can't understand ED's and if my therapist legally has to tell him what will hurt me then I will not see her anymore. She put too much pressure on me to gain/maintain my weight and didn't help me actually solve the core issues.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I get angry when they try and help. They haven't. I don't want their help. This is my own thing and I don't want them bothering me with the wrong stuff. I don't want them bothering me at all.
Close Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto-ovo vegetarianism (No meat)I've been a lacto-ovo vegetarian since January 23, 2007 until mid-Feb., when I became a vegan. (and LOVED it!) Unfortunately a few months later in mid-July I caved in to lacto-ovo vegetarianism once again, and though I am ok with dairy ingredients, I still refuse to drink pure cow's milk and stay as far from pure dairy cheese as I can (MMM vegan cheese!). Power to soy! :]
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